...I've been having suicidal thoughts for two years.
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Thread Topic: ...I've been having suicidal thoughts for two years.
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You're stronger then you think. In life you are given all the weapons you need to fight for the life you want. But half the journey is finding and learning to use them
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Nobody is there to cuddle me physically. Especially since I'm not that type of lovey-dovey person who'll get in bed with someone. I prefer to sleep alone. But feel free to send me virtual cuddles. ovo
Thanks. I was also thinking of On Top of the World by Imagine Dragons.
I know that, yes, but I've always been afraid to come out as a Christian, because I'll be seen as a disgrace in my church. I am a Baptist Christian, and Baptist Christians are very strict about their rules, especially the one where you'll go to hell if you aren't straight and it means that you're sleeping with his angels if you aren't, which scares me.
Yeah. I've already gotten scars from bike and falling injury, and they aren't pretty. Cutting scars won't be any better for me. -
I don't know which weapons to use. The only weapons I have are my mind and body, which have both been drawn to dull.
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Very well.
*internet cuddles forcefully*
Yeah. Whatever brings up your mood.
Again, sorry, I don't know much how to deal with either of these things. I'd like to tell you you should fake it for their benefit until you're out and free to be who you are without that bulls--- kind of judgement, but I know how stressful it can be keeping a secret you know would change your family's feelings about you. Just do what feels right, or preferably whatever keeps you safe.
Precisely. Try healthy outlets instead. -
Simms Snake NewbieListen, I know you think that people will think your insane, that's what I thought but they didn't they were shocked of course but most likely they will recognize that you need help and give you the help you need don't hide these feeling for any longer or you might do something stupid
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*cuddles passionately*
MaCayla: what about me
I love singing that song, it makes me feel happy.
Okay. I just don't know what to say to them without making them angry, my parents are judgmental.
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The your creativity could be the key. Just remember deedee you're never alone
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Yeah. I agree.
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I feel like I'm alone alot, though.
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*takes both into grand cuddle*
Then sing it with all of your little soul my friend go
Then don't. I'm sorry. That's gonna suck. But if there's any risk of them treating you badly or disowning you for your sexuality, hide that s--- until you can stand without them.
Like I said, writing, drawing, singing. Punch a pillow. Cut up a bunch of paper with some scissors. Talk to someone who loves you past petty judgments. -
There's a difference between being alone and being lonely. And you don't look alone to me, after all you always have a friend in me
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Did you listen to the song?
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MaCayla: yay
Yes I'm doing some karaoke right now :D
Sorry if I'm making you feel awkward with my little petty firebacks, it's just that there's a million possibilities and most of them are negative.
Sounds good. -
Thank you.
Yeah, I have. It was a good song. -
Mura, go f--- yourself.
Brown- Yeah, Pierce The Veil is a good band.
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