Forbidden
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Thread Topic: Forbidden
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I really like the Follow Me one. :D
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Dark addiction
Ripped from the roots of my mind
The nightmares become real
The monsters come to life with their blank stares
The secrets that have stayed hidden run wild and free
I can feel it closing in on me
The ice cold breath on my sking
I close my eyes so i dont see it
But even then it does not disappear
My dark addiction
Now creeps up on me
Whispering in my ear; persuading me
I can feel the tingling sensation
The sweet relief and chills that i have begun to forget
With every thought
Every word; Whisper
I can feel myself caving in
Wanting it and needing it like i did before
I reach for it,
And push it away
Push away the voice and the monsters
Push paste the nightmares and shake off the feelings
I push my way throught until there is only me
Until i feel the tears falls
Push until my dark addiction is no more
And there is only me -
hah thanks guys i was just posting them i didnt realize that you were reading them and commenting lol
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Shell
A life I once knew
Fading into the black
A place I once called home
A sanctuary that is falling apart at the seams
Every memory
Every happy thought falls like broken glass
I use to know this place
Like the back of my own hand
Like my reflection in the mirror
And now it has become distant
Unfamiliar and strange
I dont know this place anymore
And deep down a part of me doesnt want too
I am stranger
A shadow
In my own head
In my own made up world
The only things that I know now
Is that i just want to walk away
And pretend that none of this existed
Turn away
Turn back
And run away
Far from this nightmare
Far away from this shell that use to be my home -
Awesome :D
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Invisibly seen
One thosand tears for one troubled heart
A broken life hanging by a thread
Does anyone notices it?
Does anyone care?
Can you hear the cries
The pleads and the begging
For just one person to care
For just one person to save it
To fix it and put it back together
To save it fron this prison of pain
A prison of nightmares
See how it trembles
How scared it is
Does anyone reach out to comfort it
To hold it and sat everything will be better?
Does anyone see
The thousand tears
For a troubled heart
For broken life
Now gone and falling -
i think thats the end of my book and my writing
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These are amazing.
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thanks
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I love them. =)
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The farewell
The pain I feel
Doesnt stop me from smiling
The tears I cry
Doesnt keep my heart from beating
I feel so dead on the inside
I have done wrong
And i cannot fix it
The anger i feel
Doesnt keep me from trying
How could i have?
i see myself in the mirror
and i dont like who i am
I hurt them without meaning to
And now inside i am dying
Does anyone see that i meant no harm?
Or do they prefer to blame me
I stole a love that wasnt mine
Broke hearts that didnt need to be broken
So with this last poem
I say goodbye
Goodbye to the happiness i could never have
To the friends i abandoned
To the pain and sadness i had caused
With this blade
I sign my farewell
A signature i havent tasted in so long
How sweet the sharpness feels on my skin
Does no one see
That i am hurting too?
I take my leave
and a note
with the simple words
"Im sorry" -
God lyssa you're so f---ing stupid. You are a horrible b---- of a person. Ruining something between two that clearly still love eacher other. How could you be that other girl you promised yourself you wouldnt be? How could you hurt people who care about you and want you around? You are a terrible person. You dont deserve this or anything. You should've just picked up that blade started again. Maybe then you wouldnt be such a p---- about it just slice your f---ing wrists. No one would care.
I never meant to hurt them and i did. i should just do it. they're all gonna read this and know i havent left...yet....maybe i should just stop coming here. They'll all forget about me anyway. no one would miss me...maybe i should just pick up that blade... -
No one is gonna bother to read any of this...Hardly anyone posts in the Literature. Let alone reads your s---...Just do it lyssa just do it
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just cut yourself like stupid emo b---- you are. no one will care...just pick up that f---ing blade and do it....do it...
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*cuts myself and sobs*
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