I'm such a jealous b---- -_-
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Thread Topic: I'm such a jealous b---- -_-
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My crush for a while now has a girlfriend, ja? (Well, he ALWAYS f---ing has a girlfriend) and I just happened to click on this Facebook page and the first post I see? Him and his girlfriend getting lovey dovey on their f---ing Facebook wall. Jeez, I've been working on getting him to be mine forever. FOREVER. I've sacrfacied so much for him. I know I'm ugly and worthless and probably not funny or as nice as I try to make myself out to be but I've done so much for him. I've put up with so much, I... I just...
To some point, I know he's not worth the pain or heartbreak or any of that. I feel like such a dips--- going after this player but I can't help it for some reason.
And because I'm such a jealous b----, I started bawling and broke my two week or whatever record of not cutting myself and now it's bleeding worse than ever. And it's bleeding through my shirt and I don't want my brother who's nearby to find out that I cut myself because he's like the only person that doesn't know and... I'M JUST SUCH AN IDIOT!
What the hell is wrong with me.... -
OMGosh *hugs* katie its okaii your not an idiot *hugs tighter* im here to talk when your ready
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tbk when ever you wanna talk im here
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*hugs* It's okay... I was just really upset last night :\
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Nothings wrong with you. Dont think negatively about yourself because he will pick up on that. Im 100% sure that your beautiful, but sometimes we gotta move on from somthings. There's someone out there who's better for you.
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Thanks name... I'm sure you're right.
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its ok. :)
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me and you both, katie
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Kaitie, you're not worthless or ugly.
You're a beautiful funny girl :)
It's his loss that he doesn't like you.
Maybe he just thinks of you as a friend. This boy (is it Jade?) is a player, he'll date any girl. Guys like this won't date a girl that's their friend or best friend.
You're still young, you still yet haven't explored the whole world. Just be yourself. Through time you'll meet people and at the end, you'll find your true love.
I'm sorry that you cut yourself. You deserve better, love you -no homo-
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