Each time.
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Thread Topic: Each time.
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When you fall in love after being hurt, it feels like the wound you thought was healed is violently ripped open again. Each time, you tell yourself no, it cannot be. Each time, it pushes through like a sharpened dagger. Each time, the hole gets bigger.
I'm so afraid now. I'm afraid of what will happen next. I don't want anyone to do that to me again. But it only hurts worse that way.
I had pondered that I am too young to feel these things.This is what I have been told, after all. But something inside tells me it doesn't matter. Age, gender, sexual orientation...it's all irrelevant. Feelings like that have no boundaries. And that's why it hurts so much. Surely, one can not be too youngto love. I know those bizarre, confusing feelings were those of love. That was real love. And that pain was real. It was more intense and real than anything I had ever felt.
If you're wondering what the point of this rant was, I can't even tell myself. I guess these are my feelings, since the wound is slowly healing now. -
Whenever I start ranting emotionally, it's short and doesn't make sense. I wonder how that is.
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I'm sorry.
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