Lisianthus's Profile

"Today I feel vulnerable. every projection of myself is in error. I am filled with regret. A cake made of regret, longing, and "

"My mom is a victim. Is my dad a predator? Is everything that extreme or can this exist as a spectrum? Am I a victim too? Do I "

"It was hard to accept that there was anything wrong with my childhood. I smiled as a kid. My dad was abusive. My dad was a good person. ..."

"Narcissus. I didn't consciously think of why I chose to name this thread that until just now. narcissus noun"

"I sent that too early. . What I meant to say is knowing the house of glass my dad constructed around his childhood, I could und"

"I struggle to validate my own experiences as a child because I have this sickening albatross of "it wasn't that bad" around my neck. So much..."

"Also learning that I have emotional hypervigilance in my relationships because of my childhood. The air in the house always felt like a held..."

"I never thought I'd be so validated by an AI generated text"

"The other day I gave a summation of things my dad did to me as a child written from his POV to chat GPT to condense it a little. ChatGPT ref..."

"Not a new user. Just wanted a little place to vent because somehow this site is less restricted than reddit. I'm tired of my posts being rem..."

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