birds of a feather
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Thread Topic: birds of a feather
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“I um,” Evan’s voice was suddenly shaky. “Nevermind- I don’t want to put all the attention on myself, I’m sorry,” he said with a quiet, shaky chuckle, still staring at the ceiling.
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Connor sat up, watching Evan with a frown. "I never wanted this to be about me, anyways. What's the matter, love?" He asked in a soft, careful voice, grabbing his hand and gently squeezing it.
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Evan stared at Connor for a moment before looking away. “I was trying to kill myself,” he said, his voice barely over a whisper. “Falling out of that tree. You probably already figured it out by now, it was kind of a pathetic attempt, I know-“
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Connor paused, nodding slowly. "Yeah, I uhm, I kind of put that together," he spoke softly, watching Evan. "But- Hun, look at me," he said, gently squeezing his boyfriend's hand.
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Evan took a second, but eventually looked over to Connor, a sad, slightly blank expression in his face.
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Connor let go of Evan's hand and moved his own up, resting it against the brunette's cheek. "Babe, I'm really proud of you for telling me that," he said softly, a small smile on his face. "That s---'s hard to admit, I get it. Have you told anyone else that, y'know, that's why you fell from the tree?"
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“No, but Jensen said that she “knew my motives behind it”, or something,” Evan said quietly in response, leaning against Connor’s touch.
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"That sounds like something she'd say," Connor replied with a chuckle, rubbing Evan's cheek with his thumb. "I- I know I probably don't have any right to say this, but as someone who's been there on more than one occasion, I think you should tell someone and- Y'know, try and get some help for when those thoughts come back. I mean, I talk to Jensen about this stuff sometimes, and it helps me."
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Evan hummed quietly, shrugging a little bit. “Yeah, I probably should. I just- I hate talking about it.”
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"I get that," Connor said quietly, nodding. "I don't like talking about it either, but it does help you. Helps you feel better, helps you find a solution to getting rid of those bad thoughts." He chuckled, pressing a kiss on Evan's forehead. "Still looking for that solution, though." He lowered his hand and grabbed the brunette's, gently squeezing it. "But y'know what, Ev? You've got one hell of a supportive boyfriend who's got your back, alright?" He said with a smile, watching Evan.
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Evan chuckled quietly, a lovesick smile appearing on his face for a moment as he nodded. “Thanks hun. You’re amazing, y’know that?”
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"If anyone's amazing, it's you, baby~" Connor said with a smile, leaning forward and pressing a kiss on Evan's lips.
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Evan blushed a little, kissing Connor back. He pulled away after a moment, smiling happily as he studied his boyfriend. “I- I am really happy to have met you, though. Y’know- it’s kind of funny, because I chose the tree I fell out of over another one for some, probably dumb reason I can’t remember. Like- I was almost drawn toward the one you were at.”
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"Oh my God- Babe, it was fate," Connor joked, laughing. "We were just destined to meet, like- NO, I was destined to save your life, that's it!" He chuckled, kissing Evan again.
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Evan kissed Connor back, humming happily. “I was the Damsel in distress, huh~?” He said with a chuckle after pulling away from the kiss.
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