birds of a feather
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Thread Topic: birds of a feather
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"Heh, guess I should explain," Connor murmured, sighing. He ran a hand through Evan's hair, humming for a moment. "Well, uh, plain and simple: I tried to kill myself," he spoke, a sad and tired look on his face.
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Evan frowned, letting go of Connor and sitting back down in the chair. He scooted it up to the head of the bed, leaning forward to listen to his boyfriend. “Why? What happened? Was it something I did?? Should I not be here right now? I can leave if you want me to-“
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"No, it's not your fault, baby~" Connor replied with a small smile, carefully sitting up and taking Evan's hands. "If it's anyone's fault, it's my own- Well, that- mine a-and Diego's fault," he added, exhaling shakily. He looked down at his wrapped arms, gently squeezing his boyfriend's hands. "I'm so sorry, Ev..."
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Evan faced dropped, his eyes narrowed slightly. “Wait… holy s---, did you see Diego again? Is that why you haven’t come to school? Wait, when did this all happen?”
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"When-" Connor paused, taking a deep breath. "D-Do you remember when uh, when we had our little d-date night, and uhm, I- I went to grab the mail?" He asked, his hands shaking nervously.
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Evan nodded, gently squeezing Connor’s hands and waiting for him to continue.
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"He uhm, he showed up at my house, and- and h-he said a lot of s-stuff, and well-" Connor chuckled awkwardly, tears filling his eyes. "Well, now we're here," he muttered, leaning back against the pillows on the bed. "f---, I- I hate how much I l-let him get to me..."
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Evan nodded a little, leaning over again to wrap his arms around Connor. “I’m so sorry- I couldn’t protect you. You don’t deserve what he did to you, and he never deserved you.”
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Connor hugged onto Evan, burying his face in his neck. He exhaled shakily as he clung to his shirt. "It's not your fault, Ev. I- I didn't want to- to get you involved, it- it would've just made things w-worse." He sobbed quietly as he hugged his boyfriend close, his hands shaking. "I'm so, so sorry, I- I should've told you, but- I was s-so scared he might try and- and hurt you-"
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Evan nodded a little. “Thank you for thinking of me, baby. But- if- you, y’know, start thinking of killing yourself, please tell me, no matter what.”
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"I- I will, I promise," Connor spoke quietly, nodding. He lifted his head, rubbing his eyes with one hand. "I'm so sick of this feeling- I just want to- to be happy, and- and not hate myself..."
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“I know, I know,” Evan said softly, pulling away to look at Connor. “But it will get better, eventually. I think. Even if it doesn’t, there’s something worth living for, somewhere, y’know?”
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Connor nodded, meeting Evan's eyes. He watched him for a moment, a smirk appearing on his face as he rubbed his eyes. "So, you love me, huh~?" He teased, chuckling softly.
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Evan flushed red, moving to sit on the edge of the bed. “Oh my God, shut up,” he said with a laugh, gently pushing Connor. “I thought you were asleep-“
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"What, there's nothing to be ashamed of, baby~" Connor said with a chuckle, sitting back up and wrapping his arms around Evan's waist. He pressed a kiss on his boyfriend's cheek, humming softly. "I love you too, Ev~"
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