because i liked a boy
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Thread Topic: because i liked a boy
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imsoclueless SeniorConnor nodded in response, smiling at Karl while hugging Evan close. Karl blushed and smiled, curling close to Nick's side. "Aw, y'all are too sweet~" He said, giggling.
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“We’re just being honestly,” Evan said with a chuckle, shrugging. Nick chuckled, wrapping an arm around Karl’s shoulders and gently rubbing his arm with his thumb.
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being honest*
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imsoclueless Senior"Yeah, we're all really glad you're getting better, dude," Connor spoke, smiling as he rubbed Evan's arm. Karl smiled, nodding. "Thanks for caring so much, guys~"
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“It’s what friends do,” Evan shrugged, smiling.
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imsoclueless SeniorKarl hummed happily, going to reach for a cupcake. He hesitated for a moment, those recurring thoughts coming back. No, no, no- C'mon on, I thought I was doing good! He exhaled softly and grabbed the cupcake, staring at it as he tugged at the wrapper. It's all in your head- But what if it's true- But it's not! He brought the cupcake to his mouth, taking a bite. He felt sick as he ate it, his mind racing, reminding him of how much he must be eating. He tried to take another bite but couldn't, his hand beginning to shake. "Karl, you good?" Connor asked, raising an eyebrow. Karl glanced up and met eyes with his friend, feigning a smile. "Mhm," he hummed quietly in response, lowering the cupcake.
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Nick frowned, glancing at Karl. He saw the cupcake in his shaking hands and immediately realized. “Honey, what’re you thinkin?” He whispered, wiping the crumbs off his hands before brushing some of Karl’s hair out of his face.
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imsoclueless Senior"Nothing, I- I need a breather," Karl spoke, setting down his cupcake and standing. He brushed off his hands and walked off, leaving the group alone. "That can't be good," Connor mumbled, watching Karl walk off, "though I think he may just- Need some space."
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“Do you want me to come with you?” Nick called, not acknowledging what Conner said and listening for Karl’s response. “Yeah, maybe,” Evan said.
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imsoclueless SeniorKarl didn't answer as he walked off, moving towards the bleachers. "Hey, give him a minute to himself," Connor spoke, looking over at Nick. "If he's overwhelmed, it might make things worse."
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“I know, I just hate seeing him upset and not being able to do anything,” Nick said quietly, shrugging. “So, uh, what majors are you two going into?”
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imsoclueless Senior"I know, but you gotta let him run his course," Connor said, rubbing Evan's arm. "And I'm majoring in Psychology. Ev's majoring in- What's it called, uhh, Early Childhood Education?? Something in that realm, right, babe?"
Karl walked up to the top of the bleachers and sat down, taking deep breaths to calm himself. "Why is this happening..." He muttered, rubbing his face with his hands. "I'm trying to f---ing hard, but- I keep coming back to this- Why can't I just get better??" -
“Yeah, early developmental education,” Evan nodded, smiling a little bit. “Ahh, gotcha,” Nick nodded, glancing at Karl a few times before making himself focus on the conversation. “That’s cool. I can see that for both of you, honestly.”
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imsoclueless SeniorConnor nodded, resting his head on Evan's shoulder. "Yeah. I've always been interested in the idea of becoming a therapist- I mean, I'm already this dork's secondary therapist," he joked, pointing at Evan.
Karl exhaled and hugged his legs to his chest, mindlessly staring out at the picnic blankets dotted with people. He closed his eyes, trying to clear his mind. It's all in my head, it's all in my head... -
“Heyyy-“ Evan said with a smile, shoving Conner gently before wrapping an arm around his boyfriend again. “But I’m very thankful for it, I guess~” Nick chuckled quietly. “So, how did you two get together again?” “He was being y’know, dumb, and hot,” Evan coughed at the end of his sentence, looking away and giggling. “I asked him out, and basically scared him to death-“
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