because i liked a boy
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Thread Topic: because i liked a boy
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(ik, my parents are chill abt it not but they used to not be and it was so f---ing annoying 😭 i feel your pain 😔✊)
“Don’t be sorry, baby,” Nick said softly, gently rubbing Karl’s arm. “You’re gonna get through this alright?” -
imsoclueless Senior(i'm just- so upset bc they never give me any privacy, they never leave me alone- they always think i'm like, doing something bad or dumb-
like, ik internet safety, i never use my real name, never say my age- and half the s--- on the internet i have seen already, is- it's literally all i ever see/hear abt irl, like- what have i not been exposed to, already??)
Karl nodded, rubbing his eyes. "Alright," he spoke softly, lifting his head and looking at Nick. "I'm happy you're- you're so willing t-to help me through this sh-s---." -
(yeah, i get that :( like their intention is good, but some trust needs to be used for it so actually work, yk? and like if they don’t give you access to it ur just gonna go off to college or move out and do it anyways, and usually do it way worse than you would if you had gotten exposed to it with supervision/at home?)
“Karl, I love you, and I only want the best for you,” Nick replied, looked over at Karl with a soft smile as they approached the school parking lot. -
imsoclueless Senior(f---ing exactly, like- it's so f---ing dumb and contradictory,
and i'm just so upset, like- i want to have friends online, but apparently NO, i f---ing CAN'T-)
"I-I love you, too," Karl spoke with a small smile, pressing a short kiss on Nick's lips. He continued to walk towards the school entrance, heading back inside to the front office and back to the guidance counselors office, where Karl's father sat waiting for him. -
(yeah it’s so dumb dude, i’m sorry 😭)
Nick frowned as he noticed Karl’s father was still there, not saying a word as he went to sit down again, gently leading his boyfriend with him. -
imsoclueless Senior(literally
at least i can use my dad's laptop for a while-
idk how much i'll be on later, once my parents get home...)
"Are you alright, Karl?" The guidance counselor asked in a gentle voice, standing up from her spot leaning against her desk. "Yeah, I'm- I'm more calmed down, I-I think," he said quietly, leaning against Nick. "Karl, I- I'm sorry about your mother," his father spoke, his hands shaking. "I- I never realized how- how terribly she was treating you, and-" Karl looked over at his father, a look of sympathy flashing across his face for a moment. He wasn't sure if he believed this, but- he wanted to, he really did. "It's- It's okay, Dad," he responded in a small voice, nodding his head. -
(yeah, but it’s okay dw abt it!)
Nick stayed somewhat quiet, keeping a protective arm around Karl and continuing to glare at his dad. -
imsoclueless Senior"I really am sorry, I- I don't know why it took me this long to- to realize how much s--- she was giving you," his father continued to speak, his voice shaky. "A-And I went along with it! I- I was just as s---ty as her, and I'm so, so f---ing sorry..." Karl watched his father, his heart pounding. "I- I mean, you were- You really kind of were," he spoke softly, looking down at his lap for a moment before lifting it. "But- At least you're apologizing, and recognizing you f---ed up. Unlike her, you- you realized what you were doing was wrong." He took a deep breath, folding his hands together. "I- I can't say I forgive you just yet, but- I want to try. I w-want to try a-and forgive you."
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Nick smiled a little, squeezing Karl’s arm and glancing between the two.
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imsoclueless SeniorKarl's father let out a breath of relief, smiling for a moment. "That's- That's fine by me," he spoke, chuckling shortly. "Well, I'm glad you've seemed to made up, at least a bit," the guidance counselor spoke, crossing her arms, "but, I'd like to speak with Karl for a moment, in private." Karl's father nodded and stood, exiting the room. "That includes you too, Nick," she spoke, raising her brows. "Just for a bit."
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“But-“ Nick started, looking over to the guidance counselor with a pleading look before cutting himself off and nodding. He pressed a kiss onto the side of Karl’s head before he stood and headed out the door. He shut it behind him, standing just by the door and leaning on the wall with his arms crossed.
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imsoclueless SeniorKarl watched Nick leave before turning back to the guidance counselor. "Do you remember what we last talked about?" She asked, sitting down on her desk. "About- About seeing a therapist? Y-Yeah," he spoke softly, nodding. "You're- you're definitely right, I-I should probably g-get one-" "And, I- I know you're probably not going to like this much, but," the guidance counselor added, folding her hands in her lap, "I think you should consider admitting yourself into a mental hospital." Karl eyes widened, panic rising in him. "N-No, I- That means I-I won't be with Nick, I-" "I'm not forcing you, Karl, I promise," she spoke, holding her hands up in the air. "I just think you should consider it, okay, kiddo?" Karl shook his head violently, hands shaking. "No, I- I don't want to b-be without him, I- I need him." She sighed, standing and moving to sit beside him. "Karl, you've hardly been eating, and- with the outburst earlier, I seriously believe that, going to a mental hospital for a few weeks would be extremely beneficial. I'm not saying now, or even soon. I want you to make that decision for yourself, okay?" He exhaled and nodded after a moment, trying to calm down.
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Nick’s leg bounced slightly as he waited, watching the floor and trying to ignore the concerned and mean looks other students were shooting him around the hall. Man, word spreads fast, huh?
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imsoclueless SeniorThe door of the counselor's office opened and Karl stepped out, looking over to Nick. "I'll see you later, okay?" The guidance counselor spoke, poking her head out of the door. "Mhm," Karl replied with a nod, waving at her. She smiled and nodded, gesturing for Karl's father to speak with him.
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“Hey,” Nick said softly, grabbing Karl’s hands and smiling. “Are you okay?”
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