Untitled Romance Roleplay
Thread Topic: Untitled Romance Roleplay
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Chester looked down at Jayden’s hands. He swallowed before looking back at Jayden. ‘Fine, you really want to know?’ he said, clenching his shaking hands.
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Jayden nodded, noticing Chester's clenched hands before looking back up into his eyes. "Yes. Please."
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‘I was thinking, if Oliver had gotten my shapeshifting under control, maybe he could get my hypnosis under control too. If he did that maybe I could hypnotise you and if I controlled you, you wouldn’t have to be sad!’ Chester said, not angrily, fingernails digging into the palm of his hands as he tried to get his anxiety under control. ‘I wasn’t going to do it, though!’ he added panicky.
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Jayden's eyes widened in surprise. It didn't seem like a bad idea- it seemed really nice and thoughtful, honestly- until he remembered that meant Chester could've forced him to be happy all the time. He nearly did, too. "Y-you were going to force me to be happy?" He asked, voice hardly above a whisper.
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Chester looked down at his balled fists. He unclenched them and looked back at Jayden, tears in his eyes. ‘I hate seeing you upset, because there’s nothing I can do about it. If I controlled you you’d feel happier, and I could get the board to leave you alone, and Astrid to be kinder, and everything would be so much better for you,’ he said quietly, voice shaky. -
Jayden sighed, grabbing Chester's hands hesitantly. "I understand, Chester. I do. And I know you didn't try to control me like that... But you can't just force me to be happier, love. It wouldn't be me being happy, y'know?" He sighed, looking at the ground. "Why did you keep it a secret like that? Were you just scared I'd get upset, or what?"
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Chester let his boyfriend take his hands, looking down at them. He rubbed the back of Jayden’s hands with his thumb, taking a moment to respond. ‘I…’ he sighed. ‘I don’t know. I felt like I was betraying you somehow,’ he mumbled, bringing up one of Jayden’s hands and resting his forehead against the back of it.
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Jayd listened, frowning slightly before nodding in understanding. "Ok." He mumbled, looking down.
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Chester gently kissed Jayden’s knuckles, before looking back up at his face. ‘Are you mad at me?’
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Jayden shook his head after a moment. "I'm not mad." He murmured quietly, not meeting Chester's eyes.
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Chester let go of one of Jayden’s hands to cup his cheek, gently moving his head upward so he could meet his eyes. ‘Then what are you feeling right now?’
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Jayd didn't answer, shaking his head slightly. He didn't want to answer and make Chester feel worse.
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‘Honey, please,’ Chester said, kneeling slightly in front of him so he could look at Jayden’s face. ‘I won’t get upset, promise. We’ve been through so much, this is just one obstacle we’ll get through.’
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Jayden sighed. "I'm scared, Chester. I don't want my autonomy to just... disappear. And I know you don't want to do any of that on purpose, and that you'd never do anything to hurt me, but I just..." He sighed, burying his face in his hands. "I'm sorry."
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Chester’s face fell. He didn’t respond for a moment, just pulled Jayden into a hug. He sighed into his boyfriend’s hair, trying to soothe him. ‘Love, I understand. What would make you feel safer? We might be able to get Oliver to find a way to control my hypnosis, or remove it altogether…’
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