Blizzard & Me.
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Thread Topic: Blizzard & Me.
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"That's what he called me!" Quackity sobbed, rocking himself back and forth. "All I am... It's what I am..." He whimpered. "I'm a monster, I'm a hybrid..." He mumbled weakly, curling into himself as much as he could.
Karl frowned, biting back his anger at Schlatt. "You are not a monster. Just because you are a hybrid doesn't make you a monster." -
Sapnap gently rubbed Quackity’s back. “Love, you’re not at all.”
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Quackity glanced up at the finally. "I am! Look at me! I am a monster!!" He couldn't stop his breakdown now that he was having it. He couldn't stop his tears. "I should have died when he tried to kill me..." Quackity mumbled quietly, wanting his uncontrollable pain to end. "It would have been easier..." He sobbed. He hoped his husbands wouldn't hear. He didn't want to hurt them worse than he already had.
Karl gasped, speechless in shock and fear. He didn't know what to say to comfort Quackity. He didn't know what to say to that. -
Sapnap frowned. “Love, please no, don’t say that. I love you and I can’t imagine life without you. Please don’t say that, please.”
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Quackity broke more when he realized they heard him. He threw himself against Sapnap, his wails sounding like screams as he tried to muffle them. He was uncontrollably upset, his sobs ripping out of his throat and chest painfully. He hated himself for this. So much.
Karl frowned, gently making the move to hug Quackity. He hated seeing this happen. This hurt him. It hurt his very soul. -
“Love, listen to me, please,” Sapnap basically begged, wrapping his arms around Quackity and holding him close. “You need to take some deep breaths, okay? Please listen to me.”
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(Hey! So today, this mornig rather, I won't be on until like noon unless I can get WiFi, because I have to do a clean up day for my school.)
Quackity sobbed, hearing Sapnap. He shivered, trying to breathe through his anxiety. He scared them. He scared them, he hurt them.
Karl just held him tight, praying that he would calm down. -
(aw, okay!)
“Focus on me, follow me, love, okay,” Sapnap said, taking a large inhale. “You’re okay, you’re safe.” -
(I can be on for a little more, I just wanted to tell you so you wouldn't worry.)
Quackity swallowed a few times, nodding. He took a deep breath with Sapnap, trying to calm down. He was shaky and weak, his face streaked with tears. -
(okay, thabk you for telling me!)
“Good job,” Sapnap smiled. “Keep breathing, focus on me, you’re okay.” -
(Of course!! I don't want to scare you again.)
Quackity nodded, inhaling again, deeply. He felt a little better with Sapnap and Karl holding him.
Karl sighed. "You're okay, darling." He whispered, gently squeezing Quackity. -
( :))
Sapnap took another deep breath with him. “You’re safe.” -
Quackity nodded again, trying to shove all of his tears back, all of his emotions back and keep only the good ones. He couldn't ruin this day anymore than he already had. He knew he messed it up.
Karl sighed softly, gently rubbing Quackity's head. "You're okay, love." -
Sapnap gently wiped away Quackity’s tears. “We love you, so much. You’re always safe with us.”
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Quackity nodded, swallowing again. "I love you too." He mumbled weakly, dropping his head down. He couldn't believe himself. Having a breakdown on their wedding day, saying he wished he was dead? Who was he?
Karl nodded. "Always. We will always protect you. You're one hundred percent safe. Always."
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