Spamano Trash RP
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Thread Topic: Spamano Trash RP
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Sillinae NewbienNOOOOOO that was too easy shhh
Antonio bit down hard on his cheek, shutting his eyes tightly. "I'm sorry, Lovino." He breathed. "I'm so sorry." He should have just woken Lovino up. And f---, if Lovino didn't sound like he was trying not to cry. "Perdoname, por favor." He whispered. He assumed the nightmare was about the accident, and the more he thought about it the more sick he felt. The thought of having a nightmare, worse, a nightmare of Lovino dying- and then waking up and realized that maybe he almost had... "I didn't want to make you have another panic attack." He finished weakly. "I-I didn't realize how serious it was until it was too late." -
ahaha one point for meee ):3
Lovino shook his head, holding his head in his hands. When he spoke, his voice was thick with the effort of holding back tears. "You don't get it, do you?" he asked. "You- you are what makes me feel safe. You protect me, and I want to protect you too, but every t-time you push me away..." he sniffled, swiping furiously at his streaming eyes. "D-Dammit," he muttered, looking away. Didn't Antonio remember the argument they'd had already? Lovino had wanted to help, but Antonio ignored him, and it had ended with him passed out on the field. Hadn't he learned anything? -
Sillinae NewbieI'm gonna get you back you watch yourself
Antonio's breathing hitched, and he could feel the hot pressure of tears behind his eyes. No, no crying. He had no reason to cry. He was the one who had f---ed up. "I'm sorry." He whispered. "I-I didn't..." As soon as he glanced at Lovino he felt his stomach drop at the sight of tears trickling down Lovino's cheeks, and he looked away quickly. "I'm so sorry, Lovino. You're right. You're right, and I'm sorry." He inhaled sharply, shutting his eyes. "I needed you. In the car. I-I thought I was dying. And it's my fault, I'm sorry, it's my own fault you weren't there and it's my fault you didn't know where I was and I-" And he couldn't, he couldn't have Lovino mad at him now because he still needed him and he was still scared, but he couldn't say that out loud. He was supposed to be the one keeping Lovino safe, Lovino wasn't supposed to have to worry about him. -
f--- it didn't pooooost now I gotta retype it blehh
"Shut up! Antonio, calm down!" Lovino shouted, cutting off the other's rambling, which was growing more and more frantic as Antonio spoke. However, a second later, Lovino slammed a hand over his mouth, teary eyes widening. "Ohmygodf---I'msorry," he breathed, moving back in his chair, recoiling so he wouldn't cause any more damage. "I didn't mean to raise my voice, oh god," he choked out in a whisper. He was angry, but he never meant to hurt Antonio. -
Sillinae NewbieAwww man that's happened to me a few times haha
Antonio flinched back at the yell, feeling somewhat like someone had hit him between the eyes, his hand immediately going to his head. He stopped for a moment, sitting frozen, his eyes shut. "It's okay." He breathed. It wasn't okay. His head was pounding, although he knew it would go away soon. "I'm fine. I deserved that, at least a little bit." His entire body felt tense and his nerves were on end. He couldn't upset Lovino, that was the exact opposite of what he was trying to accomplish. Although it obviously hadn't been very effective. He slid down a bit, his hand coming down to block his eyes, trying to keep the light out and the beginnings of tears contained. "It's okay." He whispered again. -
ahh now I understand why it's so frustrating haha
Lovino was still for a moment, the pained cringe on Antonio's face feeling like a slap. "D-Do you n-need the doctor?" he asked quietly, both his voice and body shaking his sudden anxiety. He was hurt, he was in pain, he was very much not okay, and it was all Lovino's fault. He hurt him. He hurt Antonio. Lovino's breathing hitched and he stood up. "I should go," he whispered. "I'm so sorry." -
Sillinae NewbieHaha and I wouldn't notice at first and I'd just be like 'huh???'
"No!" Antonio's voice broke as his voice rose in panic. "Please, no, I-" His breathing hitched again and a small hiccuping sob escaped, and he quickly tried to swallow any that would follow. "P-please don't leave. D-don't go." His hand pressed tighter over his eyes and he moved to sit up again, trying to block out the spinning. "I need you. I need you here." He breathed. Lovino going to get food was one thing, but Lovino leaving now was different, and he was on the verge of panicking again. He couldn't panic. It would only make this worse. -
ahh same I didn't notice for like five minutes
Lovino flinched at the cry of protest, Antonio's sob making his heart ache and his eyes well up again. "I won't, I won't," he hurried to sit down again, grabbing his hand. "Please, Antonio, y-you're scaring me!" he begged. "P-Please calm down!" He held his hand tightly, trying to remain calm, but Antonio- strong, brave, calm Antonio- was lying here sobbing and shaking and making Lovino feel even more helpless than he had watching the second crash. "Per favor!" He begged, slipping into Italian for a brief moment. -
Sillinae Newbiepfff I have such a short attention span too
"I'm sorry." Antonio gasped, hearing the panic in Lovino's voice. "Hnn- Lo siento, I-" No, no no no, this couldn't happen. And he wasn't sure why he was panicking, and his head hurt and if Lovino left he thought he might go crazy. Another quiet sob and he twisted, leaning over, throwing his arms around Lovino's neck and hiding his face against his shoulder. "You're not supposed to worry about me." He breathed, his voice trembling slightly. "I-I don't want to scare you, I-I'm supposed to help you!" He sucked in another breath. "And I'm scared and I'm panicky and I'm not supposed to be either of those things! I can't help you if I'm panicking like I was when my head hurt and like I am now! And- hnn- I-I'm only going to hurt you more when I do! I can't, I can't hurt you, I love you-" And then he was crying again and probably making a terrible mess into Lovino's shirt and not really making himself feel any better. -
hey angel it's gonna be okay I know you can't feel it but I'm sending a hug and I love you
Lovino squeaked when Antonio suddenly grabbed him, yanking him down closer. His heart was pounding, and he was caught between running for the doctor and trying to comfort him. "Antonio, please, y-you're really scaring me," he breathed. Finally deciding that there was no way he could leave, he climbed the rest of the way into the little bed, hugging around Antonio's waist tightly and letting him cry. He rubbed his back gently, leaning down to whisper in his ear. "Antonio, I'm here, right here, I'm staying. I won't leave, I'll stay with you, okay? I know it hurts, but I need you to take a breath, please. In and out, okay?" he coached softly, holding him close. "Hey, I'm not mad, Toni. It's okay. I'm not panicking, you're not panicking. You're brave and I know you can get through this, just let me help..." -
Sillinae Newbiethank you thank you so much it really does help a lot immm
Antonio wilted a bit when Lovino said he was scaring him again, trying to breathe. And he was panicking a bit, but he focused on Lovino's voice, blocking out as much else as he could. "You should be mad." He sniffed, curling up slightly in Lovino's hold. "You already told me to be careful, and I still didn't even think. And I was too worried, I didn't e-even think that I was just repeating what got me hurt in the first place." The crying had died down to the occasional hiccuping sniff, but he didn't want to come out from Lovino's shoulder and look at him. Not like this, in this state. "And I j-just didn't want to hurt you more, but it backfired and I was too stupid to see what I was doing. And when I try to explain I can't even do it without f-f---ing panicking and scaring you even more." He let out a shaky breath. "You shouldn't have to comfort me right now." He whispered. "I'm the one who messed up. I should be helping you, I shouldn't be panicking and crying about my stupid headache and my stupid mistakes." -
ahh I'm glad ^w^ oh, and I think you said something about an rp idea this morning? unless I read wrong which is very possible haha
"Hey, now we're even. You've comforted me plenty of times," Lovino pointed out quietly, kissing the top of his head. "Stupid," he murmured at what he said next. "You were in pain. You have a f---ing concussion. What you did was right, I'm glad you got here and got help." he hugged him tightly, smiling softly. "Besides, you're not pushing me away right now. I want to help, remember? I'm helping right now, um, r-right?" he asked anxiously. -
Sillinae Newbieoh gosh i don't even remember I'm sorry
Antonio took a deep breath, his eyes shut tight and clinging to Lovino. "Yes." He breathed. "Yes." His fingers curled into Lovino's shirt. "Te quiero mucho, mi amor. I'm sorry." And thank god Lovino wasn't leaving, and thank god Lovino was giving him so much more than he felt like he deserved. He almost had pushed Lovino away again, and it would not have turned out well. The crying and the shouting and general chaos had not helped his head at all, and now he just took comfort in resting his head on Lovino's chest, breathing like Lovino had told him too. "Me duele la cabeza." He mumbled. "El dolor gritando, lo siento, me duele mi cabeza de nuevo creo."
Spanish: My head hurts. The yelling hurt, I'm sorry, I think I hurt my head more.) -
hey hey no problem I forget stuff all the time ^^
also I hope you have a fantastic first day tomorrow I hope you get classes w your friends and nice teachers and I'll miss you like crazy but I'll wait for you and cheer you on cuz I love youuu and good luck bby
Lovino went back to gently rubbing his back. "...We should sleep. We both need it. Unless you want more painkillers..?" he asked, already half-asleep as he cradled the shaken Spaniard close, huddled protectively around him. "I'm sorry," he whispered. "Ti amo," -
Sillinae Newbieah sorry sorry my phone died before i could reply on snapchat
and ahhhh thank you I'll try to message you between classes and at lunch i love you too thank youuu
"No." Antonio's voice was quiet and muffled into the Lovino's chest. "No more painkillers. I don't care how much it hurts, I've had more than enough." His voice was growing softer even as he spoke though, his accent slipping through increasingly. He was practically asleep already, the hand on his back and Lovino's breathing already lulling him to sleep.
(also the storm is coming back so you don't need to feel any need to stay up for me bc i don't know how much im going to sleep)
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