Soap with me?
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 4, '16 4:29pm
Thread Topic: Soap with me?
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Magnus ran outside to his car, hopping in and starting it up. The hospital was a good ten minutes away. He banged his head on the wheel before backing up out of the driveway and starting off to the hospital. He missed Brandon. Something was lost whenever Brandon wasn't here. For a moment, Magnus thought it might be a part of his heart, but that would be weird. He wasn't gay.. Was he? He liked girls' butts more than guys' butts. Surely that meant he didn't have feelings for Brandon.
(Kay. Bai bai.) -
((Never mind I thought I was gonna go shopping but nah .3.))
The doctors were starting to wake Brandon up; they were putting caffine into his IV drip to give him some energy. They hadn't known Brandon's history, though, and in a short few minutes they were wheeling a sobbing mess down the hall of the hospital. To try and calm him, they reassured him that his friend was coming, but Brandon didn't care. "Why'd you let me live? I wanted to die!" He yelled, and the doctors ended up putting him in a private, sound-proof room while Brandon continued to sob. -
(Ah. Okay.)
The whole drive there, Magnus was arguing with himself about his own sexuality. When he parked, he finally admitted to himself that he liked Brandon. That would explain why he liked taking care of the poor guy, and why he saved him. He got out of the car, walking into the hospital building. Magnus absolutely hated hospitals, so he wanted to find Brandon as quick as possible. -
There was already a nurse waiting at the door for him. She'd been given instructions about what he looked like, and was told to find him as soon as possible. When she saw him walk in, she ushered him forward. "Your friend is going mad. We don't know why he's so upset.."
Brandon felt utterly abandoned. And though he was no longer in pain, sunce he'd gotten painkillers, his chest was still aching with how upset he felt. All of the doctors and nurses had left him to blow off steam, it seemed, but all he wanted to do was die, and now he couldn't do it. -
"How can you not know? I thought I told- ..Nevermind. I know exactly why he's upset. Where is he?" All that Magnus could think about was the stuff Brandon went through. It upset him to think that the doctors thought he was crazy. At least he was here to help calm him down. Otherwise, he'd never stop crying.
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"I'm taking you there right now," the nurse told him, and was soon at the door. From the outside, there was nothing to hear. But the nurse knew that when the door was opened, that wouldn't be the case. She took a breath and opened up the door, and as soon as she did, the cries from the patient inside were clear and traveled down the hallway. Without another word, she ushered Magnus inside and shut the door again.
Brandon had sat up, sitting cross-legged and the sheet of the hospital bed over his head to cover him like a small tent. His cries weren't words anymore, just sobbing into his hands. -
Magnus hurried over to Brandon's side, worry in his eyes. He took the blanket off of his head. Without a word, he pulled Brandon into a hug, his voice soft. "Brandon, it's okay. You're not hurt.. They did that for me. I'm sorry, Brandon.. Don't cry anymore." He repeated that several times, stroking the other boy's hair.
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Brandon couldn't help but be both upset and happy that Magnus was there. As always, it was a comforting thing for him to be around. But he was also so angry at him that he almost wanted to push him away. "Why- did you save me?" He cried, not quieting down at all.
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"I don't know what I'd do without you, Brandon," He closed his eyes, continuing to stroke his hair. "I know that you've been upset ever since the incident, and I know you've wanted more than nothing to make it stop. I know that dying sounded like the right choice to you." Magnus paused. Tears were in his eyes, and before he knew it, they were spilling over onto his face. He started crying, his grip on Brandon loosening.
"I've hid something from the both of us my whole life! I only just figured it out when I left the house to go get groceries! The reason why I've kept you around the whole time is because I loved you! And I still do! Brandon, you're everything to me! I'd kill myself if you left!" Magnus choked back more tears, his eyes trailing to Brandon's lips. Before he knew it, he had leaned forward and had planted a loving kiss on his lips. -
Brandon still wasn't convinced that dying wasn't a great option; after all, they go home eventually, and he'd still be in pain and he'd still be as troublesome as usual. The way Magnus started crying actually scared Brandon, and he himself quieted, staring at his friend. Magnus had never cried, especially not over him. He didn't know what to say or do, so he only sat and stared at him.
Upon the love confession, there was still little the ex-soldier could think of to say. Was he supposed to say he loved Magnus as well? He wasn't even sure that he did, only that he desperately needed him around. "U-uhm-" he stuttered, just as the other suddenly pressed forward to kiss him. Brandson made a suprised noise in his throat , his eyes wide in suprise. He pulled away, tunneling back under his sheet. "Wh-what are you doing!?" -
Magnus covered his mouth, pulling away from Brandon. His eyes were still teary, and he looked like he was on the verge of crying as bad as Brandon had. "I-I'm sorry.." He whispered. He backed away, hitting the other wall with his back. He slid down, staring at the floor.
He hadn't meant to kiss him. He hadn't meant to cry. But apparently, that's what he did. Inside, he felt sick. Just because he had feelings for Brandon, that didn't exactly mean that Brandon had feelings for him. For all he knew, he had just make the situation worse. Magnus wrapped his arms around his legs, putting his head onto them. From there, he started to cry once more, this time because he was afraid that he had just lost his only friend. -
Brandon was shocked into silence under his blanket. Romace had taken the back seat in his life, for a very long time. He hadn't even thought about the possibility of ever feeling well enough again to fall in love, or ever even have a crush on anyone. But now that he was starting to think about it, by definition, he was pretty sure he loved Magnus. He wanted to not be a bother to him, so he obviously cared about him. And Magnus had always been there for him, and had never left him in the dust where everyone else had. "Stop crying, don't cry like that," Brandon said, the sound of his friend across the room crying starting to get him down again. "I'm sorry I did that Magnus. I'm sorry I took the pills and now you'll have to waste money to buy more, and the hospital bill's going to be ridiculous, and I'm sorry I shoved you off."
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Magnus sniffled, looking up across the room to stare at the blanket. "I-It's not like I'll care.. As long as you promise not to take such a horrible amount again.. We've never had a problem with bills before, I'll take care of it." He hesitated, wondering if he should respond to the last point. He honestly felt like he had thrown himself onto Brandon. "Hey, you shouldn't be the one apologizing. I should be the one saying sorry."
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Wiping the tears off of his cheeks, Brandon pushed the blanket off of his head and stared down at where it rested on his lap. "No, it's fine. You just suprised me. I didn't know you were going to say that. Do you mean it? You really love me? You're not just saying it because I tried to kill myself and you think I need somebody to say that? Because if that's why I'd rather you just tell me now."
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"I do mean it." A surprised look came onto his face. Brandon said more words than he ever had before. "I mean it with all of my heart. I really do love you. At first, I thought that I was making it up, but I've come to realize that I love you more than I've ever loved anyone before." Magnus slowly stood up, staring at Brandon.
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