My Thread
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Thread Topic: My Thread
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*Lets out a frustrated little growl* I remember now why I stayed away from people and love for so long. Caring is stupid. I don't know how to feel anymore. *Grabs a knife off of the wall and sits down with it, starting to clean it*
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Feelings suck. -she agreed- But, it's what makes us human. It's what makes us who we are. We need them.
Ben: -let's out a soft breath and takes safety off and slowly pulls the tigger- -
He's picking it up faster than I expected. -watches the target for the impact-
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*Snorts* I'm not human. Never was. I wasn't turned like you were. And sometimes the only thing holding me back from letting my feelings take over and losing control is the knowledge that I have friends now, and I can't do that. *Rubs fiercely at a spot on the knife*
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-chuckles- I know. You have no human smells about you. But, I don't eaither. It's easy to shut everything off and not care. It's harder to ignore them when they rise up. -slowly cleans her blade-
Ben: -lowers gun to see the impact- How's that? -
-The bullet had hit between the eight and nine ring, high and right. He beamed proudly- Good.
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Well, that's why. *Sighs* I've been ignoring them for years. Now...with Ben..gah. It's all so confusing. I don't like caring about people. It just happens. Normally, I leave. But I can't leave now. Not with the war so close.
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-looks at her- You can always just tell him bye. He may be young but he understands pain. He will back off. -goes back I cleaning and sharpening her sword-
Ben: -gives a lopsided grin, look like a little boy in a candy store- Can I try again? I'll hit dead center! -
Try a few more semi shots, then go burst.
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I- I don't know if I want to do that. I like him a lot. I really do. I just...am scared. I need to get over it. *Polishes the knife with a little sigh that sounds more like a low, quiet growl*
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-sighs softly- A wolf at heart eh? A wolf can't live alone.
Ben: -nods and haves at it a few more times- -
(Have to go. Night.)
Lone wolves can. That's why I have my name. *Closes eyes for a moment* I have to think about it, that's all. -
-Watches each- Damn, kid. You're good. -The rounds were clustered together in a loose group, three in the X ring-
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-sighs an is left alone, cleaning her weapons-
Ben: -grins- Ally was right. -laughs- -
About? -smiles lightly, wondering if she still had his dog tags-
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