Half the time
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Thread Topic: Half the time
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Before you go all pity party on me or whatever, let me just give you a list of things that pretty much prove that no one I know irl even needs me.
1. My mother does nothing but scream at me, and sometimes for no reason. I tell her something nicely, she takes it as an assault. I suggest something, she takes it as offensive. I'm serious.
2. My dad has his rare days where he's nice to me, but then every other day he screams at me too, and he talks behind my back and swears at me. He doesn't give much of a s--- of what happens with me, either.
3. The rest of my family either ridicules me or they completely ignore me, like if I don't exist. I can tell you right now, there's only one part of the family that doesn't treat me as such. And they're thousands of miles away, in Mexico. -.-
4. My friends only want me around when they need me for drawings or jokes, from what it seems. Otherwise, when I try to get a hold of them, I hardly see them.
5. Half the time I feel like I'm a bother to you guys, with my stupidity and my likings and s--- like that. Don't try to lie, either, I'm sure some of you are sick of me too.
Seriously. If I weren't around, my parents wouldn't even have to acknowledge me, my aunts here could stop worrying about when I came home and what they're going to do, and then everyone else could have just gone through life without a whiny, offensive b----.
And fin, happy life. -
I know what thats like,I'm pretty much a waste as well.Besides work and college I don't do a lot.
But if you feel that way...try to make something of yourself,lately I've been trying to do that.Its pretty tough,but oh well.Do things that make you happy. -
I can't do anything about most of that... But that fifth one isn't true. I'm not sick of you- I never could be.
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You're family isn't the greatest, no offense. e.e Most of those things you're just going to have to learn to ignore. And the last part isn't true. Half of us don't know you or what you're talking about. To be honest you used to scare me because I didn't know what you said or know you.
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Alice, no. If you weren't alive I would have lost faith in humanity by now. You are precious and have a reason to live. Be yourself and never let anyone make you think you don't deserve life. :I You are one of the few I know that actually do deserve it.
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Tch. >.> Half the time I post this out of anger and I don't even remember I did it..
Ack. Thank you guys. At least some of you still seem to care. Honestly, it's you guys that keep me going on my days. Gracias.. -
De nada, mi amiga bonita.
I truly do care. You one of the best people ever. :'3 Never think I don't care. -
I thought abou this befor and I think maybe 4-5 people care if I died...
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You know Mo loves you too much. If you left, she'd notice and become sad and lonely. Even with other friends, she won't have her baby around to talk to.
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I guess only 5 people would care if I died..
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