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I hate myself. And for all of you people who are as of now thinking
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I just wrote the most revealing s--- about me and you have the nerve to cut me offf.
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I hate myself. And for all of you who are as of now thinking,"Ugh. It's just another dumbs--- telling her stupid story," Just f--- Off.
You haven't been bullied since your were five.
You haven't been called a f---ing moron just because you can't be an amazing 6 year-old who knows how to solve calculus without any grasp of what the heck it is.
You haven't been yelled at so much by your father that you start crying everytime he tries to teach you something.
You aren't 30lbs overweight.
You aren't diagnosed with trichotillomania(compulsive hair pulling)
You didn't have friends who ditched you when you told them about your problems,
And when finally, things start to get better, and everything just ahunts you every single day.
All this still happens.
Calculus is replaced by softball.
The 6 year old is now 13.
Hair-pulling has gotten worse.
The friends stay, but only because they don't see the real you.
The walls you put up only make you suffer more.
Telling means social worker and cops which equals more yelling at this girl.( I've already experience that)
Keeping quiet means friends.
Friends mean temporary happiness.
Until something sets you over the edge.
I'm still waiting for that something. -
I'm...sorry...
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Megan, I'm so sorry. You deserve better. I know you do. Don't forget you have people here that are your friends. We may be faceless, but you'd have someone to gt your problems out to. This may sound stupid, but I'd suggest keeping a rant diary. Not something to keep up with everyday, but just when you're mad or annoyed write it down with the date so if anything were to happen and you needed dates, you'd have it. I hope this helped and you get better.
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I have a rant blog. Don't post in it much anymore, but that was during one of the worst years of my life.
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Also, who the hell thinks a 6-year-old can learn calculus? I'm 14, in 10th grade, Algebra II Honors, going for IB (HL) Math, and plan to be an engineer. I can't do calculus for jack shit, at least not yet.
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My father. To answer your question.
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