I'm tired of this.
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Thread Topic: I'm tired of this.
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Like, seriously.
Yesterday we were at Open House at school, and all my mom was doing afterward was nagging about our stupid manager who is going to kick us out of the house in a few days. She says to me all the bad word in Spanish she can think up of, so that she can insult the manager. And I'm just waiting for her to achknowledge that I've been doing well in school, but no. Complain about something that is pretty much already fixed, ne?
So, Mister, if by any chance you're reading this, this is exactly why I didn't want to go. My mother really never notices anything.
So then it's like, "So, Alice, how do you reason with your mother?"
I can't. So instead I'm stuck with not being able to sleep at night, despite my medication, because I fear all the stress is going to drive me crazy. And people have been seeing this, too. We were talking about our lives and I started to break down and cry because I've been keeping it all in; my misery, my anger, my want to take my life.
So then I was thinking "I'm tired of having lived like this for nine years. Where my mom doesn't give a s---, my dad cares even less, and I'm all alone and angry and depressed. If there was a way out, then dammit I want it."
I mean, I don't even talk to Maria anymore. She's so busy and s--- like that, that I can't even do it. Jonny's too busy with other things, and I have no more siblings to do that with; to talk with them and have them actually care.
So I'm like, super tired of this. I wish my mom would just shut the f--- up about everything before I decide to tell her that she's the one being unjust and ridiculous and a puta.
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