Say It.
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Thread Topic: Say It.
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Emerald_Green NoviceYeah. Thanks Lucy :) you have made me feel so much better :) I have heard that saying. I also have the song on my iPod. :)
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I want my best friends mom to adopt me so I can get away from my mom.
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Emerald_Green NoviceWhy do you want to get away from your mom,madid?
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*is about to say something obvious*
I have problems no one seems to be able to understand.
*end the obvious*
I feel like I constantly have to prove that I am strong and honorable, that I do not fear death. I have a thirst for glory, and if it's not fulfilled, I go insane. It's gotten to the point where I can still watch people fighting and challenges without having to join, but it drives me insane.
I don't talk about it a lot, since I come across as having a bloodthirst or anger issue, when I really don't. It's just that no one else seems to have this problem.
I don't hate anyone or want to harm them, I just need to do it for the sake of doing it. Like how you can feed a predatory animal meat, but it isn't truly satisfied until it's actually hunted the prey animal.
Another thing is, I find the anime character accounts to be extremely annoying. I don't say anything though, since I do this with Klingons. Probably for the same reasons, so I don't have the right to bitch.
I am saying a third thing because a voice in my head tells me to. -
~I'm torn between killing myself and killing everyone around me. I went to the guidance councelor today because I was being harassed by a teacher. Since the councelor is a teacher, she did nothing. My friend that wanted me to go so badly, didn't even go herself. And my friends that wanted the teacher fired as much as I do, bailed on me and left saying, "We're not on her taget list, so we're not going to bad mouth her" I asked them later, "Would your parting words be the same if it got so bad that after she found out she pushed me even harder and I was driven to kill myself?" they said it won't happen. I'm not so sure.
~I lied to the one person I've ever had a possiblity of loving. I lied about loving them. -
Damn.
I need to invent a teleportation device so that I can find you people, and help with the problems. Of course, I SUCK at talking in person, since I don't use verbal cues, make eye contact, or understand figurative language or variations in voice inflection. -
I have some of the same problems that appay listed. Like I feel the same about proving to people that I am strong because they seem to think I'm not
Sometimes I seem to hate people because of one thing they say like if they say I'm not strong or if people think I'm light or something like that that's not true but I pretty much only hate one person. And why I hate him is not just because of something he said about me. It's a really long story
Also if someone accuses me of liking someone or stalking someone or waiting for someone i get really mad and sometimes act like I do when people think I'm not strong enough or anything like that -
@harpus
See what I mean. You were right about having to prove your strength.
But the other two have nothing to do with the problems I'm having.
They're a Klingon problem, I guess. -
I know I meant to say the top one was the same as yours and the other two are just other problems I have.
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-I'm not sure if I'm bi... My mom says she will support me if I am, yet I'm not sure. I haven't told my friends, I'm scared they will freak out, since they seem to not like them, or us. Im really confused, If I am I want to make sure first that's why I'm waiting.. And I don't know what my dad will think...
-I don't really like my dad.. It's complicated considering everything he did to me and my mom and what he's doing to my brother.
-I'm ready to end my life... It's just so hard to continue with all the lies. v.v
-I try my best on almost everything yet it never seems to be enough
-My mom says she's tired of me. :/ cuase I act like a little b----.
-I cut. Not a dark secret but eh. Last time I cut bad, I fainted. It's kinda addicting .-.
-I'm having to constantly change to make the people around me happy. Yet they don't realize it's hurting me.
-I'm insecure about everything about me. That's why I don't talk much.
-I don't have a lot of friends. It's hard for me to make friends. And it's why I'm scared to tell them that I'm prob. Bi..
-I've been inappropriately touched by a drunk 18 year old.
Pretty much all I guess :) -
I attempted suicide when I was 9. Oddly, I tried to hang myself, and I should have died, but I just didn't. In fact, I even went purple and saw a haze, but never felt uncomfortable and obviously didn't die (unless I transported to a new universe or something, and I doubt that).
That's when I decided I was not ready to die. However, don't try suicide and depend on a miracle to tell you won't die, because most of the time you will. -
Gir hash a secret :3
*looks left, then right and leans in* wanna know?
*whispers* Gir..is...friends with the moose! :D -
I highly doubt it, but I may have schizofrenia. Considering I have all except a few symptoms.
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I was tested for schizophrenia. Came back negative. It's just Asperger's, which I already knew I had.
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How did you get tested?
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