Say It.
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Thread Topic: Say It.
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Emerald_Green NoviceI always get criticized no matter what I do, and I have to live up to something I'm not. I try to stand up for someone but they always end up on the other side. I just wish there was someone who understands me :( * starts crying*
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I constantly feel like I am actually retarded and don't realize it, and that the people who hang out with me, do so out of pity. I drag myself into long terms of depression and self loathing because I can't tell if I'm going insane or am mentally incapable to begin with.
I get a power high from manipulating other people and seeing how well I can puppeteer them from a subconscious level.
I enjoy depriving myself of sleep because of the comfortable numbness it causes. The ability to tune life out, sometimes inadvertently keeps me sane and numb from the pain of others.
Each one of my friends has at one point admitted that they hate me. They don't know about each other's hate and none of them hate me for the same reason. The ones who haven't given me a reason yet, make me paranoid because I don't know.
When I'm in a public place, I have to keep tabs on everyone within visual range. I have to know where they are, how many of them are there, what direction they're heading, and basically what they look like. Parking lots drive me crazy.
That's all I've got for now without becoming completely creepy. -
Emerald, I do too! *starts crying with you*
I used to have a brother and sister.... My sister is the youngest of me and my brother... I'm the middle child... My sis lives in Washington and my brother lives in organ.. I'm not quite sure if they still live there... I haven't seen them.... -
Emerald_Green NoviceLucy I know! I have a family in Wyoming but I never get to see them unless they come down to visit me :( after my parents died ( my first comment is on the first page) I felt so empty. Still do. I saw a counselor for it but I left feeling the same way. :,( * cries even harder*
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Emerald_Green NoviceI'm about ready to just let everything out and just... You know...break down.
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;( don't do it! Emerarld, you need to be STRONG!
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Emerald_Green NoviceI am just so sick and tired of being strong. Thanks for caring though Lucy. I promise I won't do it :). It's just... No one ever understands me :/ and I don't ever want to go to a counselor again. They don't help at all :/
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I used to go to consoling... It seems like no one understands me either offline, but people understand me on here... But people need to be strong... Live life happily! Have you heard the saying,"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger?!"
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There is a large possibility I will die before I'm 60.
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O.o why, hunter?! Cancer?! 0_0
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I smoke alot.
And according my mother's health magazines, one cigarette takes 10 minutes off of your life. Thats why. -
Oh, I'm sorry... ;(
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Don't be. It's my choice, :P
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But still...
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Emerald_Green NoviceYeah. Thanks Lucy :) you have made me feel so much better :)
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