I.. I dont want to be here anymore. I'm tired. :'(
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Thread Topic: I.. I dont want to be here anymore. I'm tired. :'(
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:C it's sad that it takes THIS for someone to actually notice. I have made 6 different threads in the past 3 days and all of them have been ignored. I have tried to talk to people only to have awkward half conversations that only last a couple pages. I have expended every creative idea I could think of to try and attract people to come and notice a new thread. But sadly, that isnt going to happen. I see that now. The only time most of you will leave your comfort zones is for things like this. To say the same damn generic thing over and over again.
And that's just it. The threads themselves have become generic. Everywhere I go, it's the exact same thing on every single one.
Movies - (dying) Random pop cultures and crushes on actors.
Music - (dying) what are you listening to and this band vs this band
offbeat - (overkilled/misused) soaps and newbies chatting
psychology - (alive) generic questions that dont require much thought
politics - (dying) laws we dont like and bad people
religion - (dead) debates or people so ready to fight that they cant see a joke in their faces.
Sports - (dead) personal favorites and recent games
international - (dying) racism and more generic questions
dating - (overkill) whiny tweens asking for dating help on situations that dont matter that much.
videogames - (dead) games you hate. games you like.
literature - (overkill) dime a dozen poems and page and a half stories
feedback - (misuse) look at my new level!
The few people I actually talk to dont show up very much any more. And I've tried to talk with most of the rest of you and it has amounted to shit. Most of GTQ is in such tightly knitted cliques that it'll probably take them days to notice this thread and they wont even realize I'm talking about them. And that's the few who actually care enough to look around.
I'm not going to bullshit myself. I've tried to leave this place over and over again. And I've failed over and over again. But with every month I'm stuck here rotting my life away, I'm seeing more and more of my reasons for staying, dying with me. If it werent for the breif moments where the people I talk to actually start talking, I would have left a long time ago. And even those people seem like they're showing up less and less.
I've spent the past 3 days in massive depression and all in all I think 2 people actually talked to me for 40 minutes combined. I'm done. I cant handle that anymore. I'm not bitching about my problems to you people any more and I'm not trying to make you feel bad for me leaving. Fuck, I'll probably be back in a week. Just sitting here waiting for someone to actually see that I'm still breathing. But the fact is that I dont want to be here anymore. I dont want to sit here and listen to the same monotonously dull hum of a couple dozen people thinking that they're different from everyone else. Those of you who actually know me, know how to get in touch with me. But I'm trying to leave.
So at the very least, I'm taking a break. If I come back you probably wont notice. And if I never show back up, be happy for me. I finally broke free.
Take care GTQ -
;~; Bobbicles...I agree with you all the way, I'll only see you on facebook, scribble and dA now, but I'm going to miss seeing your random posts around GTQ...
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I agree with you so much.. And I'm sorry if I ever ignored you. I really am.
I can still see you but.. I'll miss seeing you on here. ;_; -
I kind of agree with you,I made a thread in dating and relationship and only one person hardly ever posted in it.But no matter what I would love to get to know you more,too bad you are leaving.
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
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Bob, you cant leave. You're one of the only people with an ounce of common sense left. Your debates are important and I would love to talk to you but I always feel like you wont care cos im too stupid to talk to you. And so I feel so awkward 3:
Martin Luther King didn't give up, did he? So you cant either. -
I never got to talk to you that much before and I'd actually kinda like to have more chances.
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I don't think I was ever on during your chat time here. ;-; I would've talked to you though.
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Agreed. D:
See ya Bob. -
Why? XP why always the fun people...
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Aw Bob, I'll see you on iScribble. I'll miss your GTQness. :(
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Goodbye Bob, Never really talked to you because I was kind of afraid to, but....yeah.
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Bob? Just listen for a second.
Your threads, your thoughts, the small things you jot down here are one of the three reasons I come on this site anymore. It true, everyhting has lost its luster, GTQ is in a rut. You, along with a few others, are the only reasons that myself and a few others enjoy it here: because you make us think. You give us food for thought, you put a bit of meaning into what we do, even if it lasts 40 seconds. I want to thank yuo for those 40 seconds of every day I have read something yuo've written and taken the time to respond, which happens more and more often. I want to thank you for opening my mind, for informimg me and others on things I probably wouldn't have ever been exposed to. Thank you for being one of the very, very few people on this site who still held ourinterest, who still had new ideas and something different to say. Thank you for the humor and the many laughs and smiles they've brought me, how the things you say really do shed light on new perspectives.
So, remember: you might feel like it's become useless for you to comehere, but so many really, truly appreciate you being here. Some of us admire you and look forward to see your opinions. Maybe we won't remember your name in 20 years, but hopefully, this moment of pure gratitude towards you is satisfying enough. And, if you ever feel like you can use a little more thanks, you're always free to drop in, post your thoughts, and watch as many drop into your threads to expand them, to read them over and really think.
Thanks, Bob. Not just from me, but from all of us. Good luck in life: I'm sure you'll go far. -
I agree.
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