I cry over the most ridiculous things.
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Thread Topic: I cry over the most ridiculous things.
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All the faces I have to see back in Mexico.. I hate it. I hate it when they marvel over me, whether I'm there or not there. Look, they've learned not to say anything in front of me, but I overheard my dad the other day and I'm just so hurt.
"Lucha told me that Lisky (My nickname from him don't ask) looks so much like her our mother, so much that Sully came back to her house in excitement. She was bouncing off walls saying "My uncle has this daughter and she looks so much like my grandmother!"."
You'd think 'Oh, isn't that a good thing?'.
It's not. People expect me to laugh over that and say, "Oh really? That's nice." But no, I can't. I never got to meet my grandmother because of the quarreling of my parents. I told you before once, I was sickly when I was first born. My mom got really angry at my dad and she didn't talk to him for four years. So basically none of my dad's family got to see me either.
So when we did meet, we went to America. By that time my grandmother was really sick.
So for the rest of my child life we were in America, and a few months before we planned to go Mexico last year, my grandmother called. She sounded really sick but I got to talk to her at least, she was the nicest person I knew at the time. She told me I sounded like a little angel when I spoke and she said she would meet me one day for sure. That weas during when the rough times of this year, and you don't know how much better I felt.
And two days after that, she died. And it broke me heart so much.
It hurts so much because I know she had tried to stay alive to see me, but I guess she just died from the illness. And it hurts a lot more when people expect me to laugh at these things.
No, I can't laugh because I have a resemblance to my grandmother, I didn't even know her because my parents were being stupid. I know this is making so sense, but just take all of this and sum it up to this:
I'm overly sensitive. -
Typoes dammit.
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You're not overly sensitive, I cried because I knew nothing of my family tree :P THAT'S overly sensitive.
*huggles Alice* I'm sorry you never got to met your grammy, Alice :C -
im very sensitive....i hear my parents arguing i run into my closet into a corner and cry....when i have no one to talk to i cry, when i hear on the news about ppl, mostly children, i cry. whenever a terrorist attack happens i cry. im like that with many things....so u can count me in to the sensitive club. :'(
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D: I'm so sorry Alice,its not weak to cry over a loved one xC bummer that you never got to meet her.
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