Jadieeeee
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Thread Topic: Jadieeeee
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but.. I still feel like I need to be apologizing, so yesh I'm sorry. and Jade, you always make me feel better, you really do. you just being you makes me feel better, and really thats all you can do from there on the other side of a computer screen. hell, for all I know you dont care at all youre just really good at typing nice things, and right now I'm just glad that at least it makes me feel better to think, even if its all made up, that theres someone who loves me and cares about me and would never let anything happen to me, and I feel the exact same way about him.
thats ok. I know that you care. I love you so much. -
Well I'm glad I can help.And I can assure you that all that I say comes from the pit of my blackened heart,which slowly flows back to color everytime I'm with you...and if only I could explian what you mean to me with this damned keyboard,but alas,I can't.Nothing can,all I know is that you mean very dear to me.
I love you so damn much too,really. -
I'm glad you can too, so glad. and I cant really think of anything else to say to that right now, but holy s--- it always gets me really deep inside when you say poetic stuff like that. and theres something that I was thinking earlier, I wanna tell you. that when I think about what I want my future to be like, I dont care where I am or what job I have or how much money I have or anything, I just want to be with you. and I want you to be succesful and happy... and probably a famous rockstar :)
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Hehe...my words tend to flow when I'm deep into conversation.And the same here really,hell I could be working selling damed Newspapers in traffic or digging ditches,but knowing that I'm with you.Its as though I'm both a Tattoo Artist and Rockstar.And I hope the same for you,I wish for the best in your future,the very best.
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yesh they do teehee. and you know, the best future for me would be being with you, so yeah..
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Awh...I love you.
But,you do know,with or without me,your still the same beautiful,smart,charming girl that you are...and same with me.
The reason I say this because its true,and I want you to ALWAYS feel loved and cared for,either if I'm there or not.Justed wanted to make that clear,hehe. -
I love you too.
.. sure I'd be the same person, but I definately wouldnt feel like it. its like.. its like you complete me, you mean more than the world to me and youre all I ever think about, and without you there would just be this huge empty part of me.
and ok, and I guess there'd still be people who loved me and cared for me, but no one at all who seems to understand and care for me as much as you do. and there'd be no one that I love or care for as much as you. just saying.. -
I can understand that,really.Since I'd feel the same...you fill that darkest coldest corner in me.And your pretty much keeping me sane and giving me a reason to smile.And without you,that cold dark corner would pretty much consume me til' I'm just a faint ghost.
..This is why I love you so much y'know? You actually mean what you say,and whatever I or anyone else says...you still keep your word.Its rare that I meet people like that,so god damn rare...which is why I'm the luckiest young man in the world. -
that is the same, the exact same as me.
heh, I knu. you are lucky. and I know I'll never meet anyone else like you. someone who I know has been through tough s--- too and has like all the same interests as me and also is such a great person, and I can tell that sometimes you dont think that, but really, you are like perfect. so many people these days are such a--holes. but youre not, youre nice and funny and you cheer me up and you just make my day, every day. Just thinking about how lucky I am to have you makes me so happy, it makes everything so much better and, really you make my life worth living.
like.. ahg, I've never told anyone this whole thing, when I was in 7th and 8th grade I was like really really depressed and suicidal, and I almost did commit suicide but then I got too scared and I told myself I'd wait and hope things would get better in high school. oh, and back then I was super shy and like never talked to anyone. and in 9th and 10th grade, I just bulls---ted my way through everything and pretended everything was fine, all that stuff. but this year, stuff isnt going that bad really, like I got a job, I got my liscence, I have you.. but everything else from the last 4 years or so that I've held inside has built up way too much, I think last Tuesday and today were the first times I've cried in a few years. and this is getting too long.. but the thing I have to say is, honestly if I didnt have you, and I broke down like I did today, I'd probably be f---ing dead right now... -
..I'm really glad to hear that,really so damn glad.I'm just so f---ing glad.That I can make you feel that way,really.I can't even think of words to put how that makes me feel,literally.If I were speaking this,I'd stumble worse than a freaking kindergardner,I'm just wow.Knowing that I can actually make so much of a positive affect on someone,that just really-it makes my night.It really does.
....But yet it scares me so much that you felt that way,it does.And it kinda breaks my heart reading that,knowing how much of the pain you were holding in....and really....it just makes me really think...like all this stuff is running up and down my mind and thoughts and what not.
I know I sorta made no sense what so ever saying that...its just that my mind is well uh well speechless though all I can say is now is 3 words...I love you. -
I'm glad that makes your night, really. I'm so glad that I can make you happy, because you really do make me so f---ing happy Jade. and hehe, I laughed at reading your stumbling writing :P
sorry.. I didnt want to scare you, or anything by telling you all that. sorry I just let all of that on you like that, I needed to tell someone though, it feels so good to finally get all of that out.. but really I dont want you to worry about me, you dont need to, you just being here helps so much
no, it made sense to me. I love you too, so much. and you know that. -
Hehe,thats good.Really.And you make me seriously happy as well,you really do...XD I bet you did :P
Nah,its alright.Good thing is,is that you came to your wits and decided agianst it.Ah,like I said earlier...let out the emotion,don't hesitate to do do,you'll feel SO much better afterword.And it did,didn't it? And the same goes for you,don't stress or brake your back over me...cause you don't need to either-well pretty much just what you said.Even if its just words on a computer screen,it can do a lot.
Sadly,I must get going XP Bye Carla*hugs and kisses ever so much* I love you dearly,ever so much and it was amazing speaking to you,even though it started off kinda gloom,I'm glad you talked about it with me,really.I wish for you to feel better tonight,hopefully you already do.I love you so much. -
And see you tomorrow night,*kisses*
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Oh wait I just realized a typo XP Do so.Not do do XD oh goawd damn.I leave now.
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really I am SO GLAD that I do. and hehe, yesh.
eep, very good thing.. and yeah, it did feel so much better. and I know you were the right person to tell that to. and yeah, I'll try not to, but you know that I care about you so much, its impossible for me to not worry about you when somethings wrong. and yeah that is true, it really can do a lot.
Bye Jade *hugs and kisses* I love you so so SO much. it was amazing talking to you too, and really I feel bad about surprising you with all of that.. I know this wasnt what either of us expected to talk about. and I'm glad I told you too, and I do feel a lot better now, really. I love you so much too.
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