I hate being alone
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Thread Topic: I hate being alone
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My mom, dad and brother keep making friends here in California. And I have nobody. Seriously, I haven't even got enough balls to say 'Hi' to anyone.
Today it really hit me at how alone I am, lol. My brother made two new friends at the swimming pool and they went out for ice cream. Then my mom's new friends came along and they talked. I just swam around by myself, pretending to just be enjoying the water or something.
I want to meet someone but at the same time, the reason why I haven't is because of... well, me. I'm too antisocial. I refuse to talk to people or give eye contact. Anything like that.
I talked to my mom about it, and she was like, "Well... you, um... er... have all those internet friends... right?" I doubt she was even sure about whether or not I really did talk to anyone over the internet either -_-
Not that I don't like you guys. I LOVE you guys and consider you all great friends. But it really feels saddening to know that I can't really make friends in person. And not to mention, I've noticed that I'm even distancing from gtq.
Ugh. Why am I so antisocial? -
im coming to california did you know? :D
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and once i do
ill help you out of that antisocialness TOGETHER *is anti social too but
is popular somehow* -
OMG YOU'RE COMING TO CALIFORNIA? :DD And yayz xD
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we're taking a trip sometime in august, im opting california or ontario T3T
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I feel the same way :O I can't hold up a normal conversation for more then a minute so I just stay wrapped up in my little cave of a room, talking to my cat and roleplaying with people here.
Don't worry, we grow un-antisocial together :D -
:O Hat, I do the same thing. But I rp by myself LOL I FAIL. Yay x3
Yarz! I hope you come to CA .-. You're one of the few people I think I'm social with lol -
im both ._. im very terrified of social ibteractions but i force myself to do it.
we social on the net together, if you want to test it out for real, call me :P lol -
...Oh god xD
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im srs xD
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I don't like talking to people...
I used to be all kinds of friendly, now I'm just...Boring. No one would give an interest in me anyway. :/ It's actually sad...I think it's because we stopped going camping. That's where I made friends that I could talk to while I was out there. -
i hate being alone unless i want alone time. But i hate being the friendless one. I still dont have a best friend :( (i had one on oct/nov 2010 but he bailed on me at the begining of december so ya )
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The friends I have are the people I grew up with, so I'm used to them. And I'm usually social if I have a close friend with me. I'm pretty much labeled as the "social one" at my school... but at the same time I sort of hate socializing and being near people -.-
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