Kill me.
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Thread Topic: Kill me.
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I’ve been trying to keep my brother and parents as happy as possible. I keep having nightmares that my parents are getting divorced. Speaking of sleep, I can sleep all I want but I never feel like I’m getting enough of it. I’ve been stressing out about trying to keep in contact with old friends. I feel totally unhealthy because my weight keeps going everywhere. I don’t know, there’s just a huge unnecessary weight on my shoulders. And not to mention, I’m trying to keep it up on here, but I just feel completely hopeless with everything. I don’t even want to talk to you guys anymore because 1) I feel like I’ll be a downer or snap on you guys in some way 2) I can’t even stay awake or on topic long enough to hold a proper conversation. Hence, the reason why I always tell you guys that I have to go sooner than I should have to. Because I just can’t handle talking with people. I don’t even know if I’m making any sense right now, I can’t seem to keep a steady thought anymore.
For crying out loud, I’m drinking a ton of apple juice just to keep me awake and thinking long enough to type this all down.
With all of this, it’s making me really depressed… like, the feelings are reminding me of when I had to start taking ‘counseling’ a few months back because of it all.
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you are a good person, and thank you for trying to calm me down, you shouldn't just do things to make others happy, just do things that make YOURSELF happy
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Thanks Dragon and Emma.. I'll try :\
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just dont keep trying to do things that you know wont work
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I think you're just stressed out about moving, even thouhg it happened a while back, only now you may realize what a weight it was on you. I do what I always do when it comes to dealing with stress. Find a good book, sit down in a quiet place, and eat some ketchup. Really, it works.
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Kay Bunnies, sounds good x3
Ugh, maybe I am just stressed... that's probably all it is.. -
your welcome tomboy kaitie ( this is a late post )
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Fernando Vargas NewbieKaitie, you're at the age where this is happening and you're being driven wild. It's normal to feel the way you do but the feeling itself is horrible. Maybe you should write down your feelings in maybe a journal or something. If you can't talk to your parents, then that will let you let off steam. But always remember, in the times of peril, that you're a strong, beautiful, incredible girl and you can get through this. (This is Vege BTW..)
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D'aww :'3 Thanks Alice... That helps a lot.
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Fernando Vargas NewbieNo problem. That's what friends are for. :3
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I think I will leave for now
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They're right Kaitie. You are really awesome and I know exactly how you feel. I've been there and still kind of going through it now. You're not alone and know that I really do care about you. *huggles* (This is Ana)
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EXACTLY what Vege said.
Last year I was sort of in the same situation, I moved to a new house with new neighbors, my parents argued ALL THE TIME. My sisters got on my last nerve. I was pretty stressed and depressed. But relax, it's just your hormones that are making you feel this way since you're at a whole new city. My parents argued a lot when we moved, lots of parents tend to argue when it comes to big things like moving. *hugs* it will be okay :3 -
Plus I would too try to avoid my friends :P and sorry if my last post wasn't really on topic
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