Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Nov 23, '24 12:03amReason: thread owner request
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
-
Dudebros I need more friends
Like I’m grateful for the ones I have now but I don’t talk to most of them and we’re not all that close. I have like two I’m really really close to and I only talk serious with one. Idk maybe I’m just not worthy of friends it’s just lonely sometimes -
I’m probably just being ungrateful. I should be happy I actually have people to be with. But sometimes I just want another chance to try to make a good impression. But if I change schools I’ll lose the friends I have now and I’ll have to be closeted and fake to be “normal”. In my classes most “normal” people with lots of friend are rude to people like me. It’s not like the teachers make it better anyway. Like I had one really awesome science teacher last year and that’s it, there’s nobody at this school.
-
My mum wants me to go on antidepressants and idk how to feel about it
-
She also doesn’t want me to get tested for anything because “you’re not supposed to get counselling all your life”
It’s giving you don’t want to pay for my therapy -
I hope she does let me do one of those questionnaires tho. I need an explanation of why I’m so quirky and not like the other teens™
-
My existence is kinda pointless at this point honestly there’s not much to live for
-
What am I even doing with my life at this point? I can’t write or draw or paint or practice my instruments or learn Czech or eat or exercise or talk to anyone
-
Nothing is working out
-
I don’t like today
I don’t like this year either -
Ok but can I really say I like books when I’ve only read 7 chapters of the fourth TOA book in like three weeks
-
Ok but can I really call myself an author if I haven’t written anything for a whole week
-
Ok but can I really call myself an artist if everything I’ve created in the past few weeks either isn’t original or looks like s---
-
I think you're a pretty good author AND writer so... Yeah, you can
-
Thanks. Idk I’m just getting a lot of imposter syndrome lol
-
I get that. I think you're really really good at writing and drawing tho, so nO bEinG mEaN tO yOurSELf :)
and with reading... Idk man people get busy. It's hard to find time for reading. No one's judging you for it.
This thread is locked, therefore no new posts can be made.
