Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
- Locked by Br0wnieBunny on Nov 23, '24 12:03amReason: thread owner request
Thread Topic: Shrouded despair and forgotten ambitions
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She’s such a jerk
I’ll vent more abt it tmrw bc I’m tired rn but I’m so pissed I hate this place -
Idk if I'm allowed to post so just ignore me if I'm not
That absolutely sucks, I'm really sorry. -
You’re alg, dw
Yeah, it’s not great. But it’s not your dault -
Idc I'm allowed to be sorry lol
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Lmao fair enough
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I’m just so done with life at this point. I couldn’t f---ing care less about anything. I have a day off today but I’m going to have to be dealing with my sister’s s--- and my mum’s s--- and my dad’s s--- and honestly I just want to leave so I don’t have to do this anymore.
f---, I f---ing hate this -
idk if you wanted no one to reply, but i'm gonna-
i'm so sorry your day was s---, if you ever need someone to talk with or just vent to, i'm always here for you <3333 -
You’re all good
Thanks -
My mum wants to take away my phone at 9pm every night because “I can’t be trusted not to be on it at night”
And yeah, I can’t, but a bunch of the panic attacks I have are at night and a majority of my coping tools are on my phone. My journal, my fidgets, breathing exercises, music?? What am I supposed to do if they’re not there?
And the fact that she called my emotions a ‘teenage phase’… what, I just can’t have my own opinions or emotions without it all being a phase? I was on my phone three hours yesterday, and she calls that a lot? What the f--- am I doing wrong? I’ll just never be good enough for everyone, is that it? Everybody hates me and it would easier for everyone if I wasn’t around? -
that's so f---ing stupid and i feel that- my parents put time limits n stuff on most my devices and would take away my devices. but like, f---- it sucks bc it's like they don't trust me- like our parents don't trust that we're not gonna do the right thing-
it's so f---ing dumb... -
Yeah, it’s dumb
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I don’t relate to you
I don’t relate to you, no
Cause I’d never treat me this s---ty
You made me hate this city
And I don’t talk s--- about you on the internet
Never told anyone anything bad
Cause that s---’s embarrassing, you were my everything
And all that you did was make me f---in sad
So don’t waste the time I don’t have
And don’t try to make me feel bad
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time
But I’d have an empty line cause you never did
Relating to this song on a whole other level now-
And yes I’m talking s--- about my mum on the internet but not before she did to me -
I'm so sorry, that sucks.
It's so weird when parents take away coping skills tho, like tf? -
Alg. Yeah, I hate it
Exactly, like if you want me to ‘pull myself together’, don’t take away my coping skills? Like that’s common sense but ok -
Ok my phone won’t be taken away every night because my dad isn’t an ass and has actually seen my have a panic attack so he knows I need coping tools-
And I really need my own room goddamn it I’m so tired of sharing with an 11 yr old
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