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I thought I might be safe enough here. I knew it wasn't the best place to be, but I just needed to be somewhere, now my nightmares are coming true. I knew it was only a matter of time before it happened. I just wanted to have a good day, but L assaulted me just because I was ignoring her. For the last several days, she'd been asking about personal information that she didn't need to know. I would answer her and then she would shame me for not giving the answer she wanted. Today I decided I wasn't going to do that. I was listening to music, trying to stay calm, when she snatched my earbuds out. I pushed her hand away and asked her not to touch me. I accidentally scratched her when I pushed her away. She reached and grabbed me again and I pushed her again, she grabbed me and tried to hit my hands away when I tried to push her back, and I hit back out of defense. She then blocked me from my food and pushed me away when I tried to get to it. I pushed back and she tried to knock me to the floor, grabbing and crushing my arms and wrist when I would try to get her away from me. She then told S that I started hitting her out of the blue, and when the others heard it, they all believed her. But no one here even trusts me, so I know I wasn't going to get anyone to believe me. My arms are still sore and she's still been trying to own me like property all day.
I feel even less than an animal around her and I feel strongly like taking my life. She denies that I'm depressed and suicidal. She thinks it's an excuse for me to "throw a tantrum and disrespect" her. But this is what made me want to die all along. No one ever believed me then and they still don't, now. -
Im truly sorry to hear about the difficult situation you are in. You do not deserve to be treated like this or to feel the way you do right now. No one should have to endure physical and emotional abuse from another person. It is important to speak up and seek help when you are in similar situations. There are people who care about you and will listen and support you. Please consider reaching out for help, and know that you are not alone in this. You matter and deserve to be treated with respect ad kindness. Take care of yourself, and know that there are people in this world who care about you and are rooting for your success. Stay strong, and know that there is always hope for a brighter tomorrow
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