Safe Place
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Thread Topic: Safe Place
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its my f---ing money why cant i spend it how i f---ing want
like if i need clothing what does it matter if it's a f---ing v-neck it's not like it's one of those f---ing cross strappy bikinis or sum shiz
"that's INAPPROPRIATE"
wam kazam ok Karen how do i say this in the most polite way possible
"one wishes to acquaint ur facial features w/ a fundamental item used in building walls. repeatedly." -
i respect u, but like
u take it a bit too far dawg. its just a f---ing v-neck lmfaoo
not like a crop top or whatevs (which i WILL end up wearing when im moved out, y'all cant stop me dhhhdkr)
literally ur reasoning in a nutshell:
- some weird ass man is gon be staring
- its "worldly"
- "not of god"
listen pls listen i understand ur perspective and i respect it but then
- why would some rando person be staring ?? and even if they were like its not my fault bro
- yeah, worldly. of this world. look at where u are. U LIVE HERE LMAO. u breathe daily, u eat daily, u talk daily, like everyone else. yet u say ur trying to "set an example and be different from everyone else" ..
bro
i respect it but please, u dont need to put f---ing strings on sum1 else to set an example for urself
- again, what i said.
u always question why all ur kids left u but thats the problem. ur so controlling and strict
ill have contact w/ u when i move out, sure, but im not going to listen to u anymore. feel like ive already wasted a ton of years by not being able to tackle the opportunities ive had bc u said it was a "no no"
b---- i
yeah.
so, once we move to the other state and we live in town, expect me to get a career. i have a flexible schedule and i can save up to get a bike
ive done the math, and i can def save up enough for when im 18. i need around 7000-12000 to be stable enough to get an apartment. i can do that, consider it done
the LOWEST wage i can make in a year is between 4800-6000. that's some good cash, with proper investments (dividing into equal categories for different life paths), since its not a full time job, just for ur teenage years
and once i get an apartment, ill start saving up for college. its my goal to get a bachelors degree for computer science, since there's a lot of well-paying jobs in that category, and since editing and filmmaking is simpler than that and can be learned in probs just a month without college
college is expensive tho, so it'll take a bit. again, investments are key
gotta keep inflation in mind too tho. the average inflation increase per year is 3.8%, so food and other things that require money is important to keep in mind -
its alr, dont hold grudges <3 jus listen to sum music lmao
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bam bop wakam dueulwiheuli dododoodooo
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Karen, please come back I miss the kids
Karen, please come back I miss the kids
How old's he again, 24?
Is he still your yoga instructor?
Karen, I don't have a bed anymore
I sleep on a futon on the hardwood floor
Can you blame me? I'm quite poor
Why'd you have to be such a whore?
And I will write you songs
Until my lungs fall out
Until you hear me out
She took the f---ing kids
Please hear me now
All I want's for you to listen
Karen, I keep your hair in the drain
A little piece of you that still remains
Sometimes I stroke it
My pain burns hot as my torch
Placed outside your door
Now you'll see why you're a
Nope, already done that one
I'll die in ritual fire
Tear my world apart
Like you did to my heart, oh
Karen, please come back I miss the kids
Was my arson not enough to convince you?
Give me back my son
So I can stop sending you my p---
So open up your door
Karen, I've been thinking
Karen, I know I've been bad
Probably shouldn't have killed your dad
But, is it really grounds for divorce? (Karen)
No
No -
luv his songs
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He never had cool stories
He doesn't make your heart beat
Used to love his mystery
But now he's just exhausting
Another day spent just laying in his room
The stench of incense
And some undelivered food
And she thought
"What if he thinks I'm the one?
And I'll be forced to rot away
With him and his obsessions, with trivial things
Like the amount of f---ing love hearts I finish a text message with"
And when you hold his hands
It doesn't feel like flying
And when you take his breath away
He might as well be dying
And you're dying to breathe
You're trapped in his cage
And it's shrinking
And she thought
"What if he just never leaves?
Or if he doesn't get the message?
And he doesn't hear my please?"
So she just started screaming
"Why can't he just bore me to death?"
(Why can't he just bore me to death?)
"Oh, why can't he just bore me to death?"
(Why can't he just bore me to death?)
"Oh, why can't he just bore me to death?"
(Why can't he just bore me to death?)
"Oh, why can't he just bore me to death?"
We all move on
Some faster than others
We all know
We all sacrifice
In a bath late in the evening, building up sorrow
But I can't say that I
Wasted my time
'Cause I'm built by you
And I can't say that I
Am glad it is over
'Cause that wouldn't be true
So, thank you
Oh, thank you
We both remember that day in the summer
When you were sat on me
And we cried, oh, how we cried
In that moment, we've never been so happy
But I can't say that I
Wasted my time
'Cause I'm built by you
And I can't say that I
Am glad it is over
'Cause that wouldn't be true
So, thank you
Oh, thank you
All I can say is "thank you"
But I can't say that I
Won't miss you
One, two, three, four
Bouncer greets us at the door
He can tell we've been here before, so he lets us pass
And we climb up 15 flights of stairs
And find that spot in the corner, just over there
It's only 6:30, but we're starting to drink
I'm ordering the usual
I think I need a change of pace
London's bursting at the seams
It's not quite the place I hoped I'd be
It's white wine in a Wetherspoons
It's fine dining with cheap perfume
Its country walks down the motorway
How many drugs have you done today?
'Cause concrete sculptures and broken glass
It's the lamp posts who guide our paths, because the moon can't get in
And the clouds hang heavy, blocking out his pursuit
And booze hangs limply on our rental suits
'Cause we're fires, we're burning bright
Breaking bottles and starting fights
But the evening has other plans
Run as they pull up with two more vans
It's white wine in a Wetherspoons
It's fine dining with cheap perfume
Its country walks down the motorway
How many drugs have you done today?
But I won't fuss
I'll let you pass
No, I won't fuss
I'll let you pass
'Cause it's only white wine in a Wetherspoons
Fine dining with cheap perfume
DLR closed due to workers' strikes
God knows how I'll get home tonight
I lost the passion that comes with living
Since I started university
I took a geography course to learn the datelines
And maybe use a sextant
But now I just press facsimiles
And you're exactly who you wanted to be, that's what you said
'Cause you wanna watch TV, and sleep all day, and lay in bed but
You're forgetting that I've got to go to work and eat my food
And pay my rent and reproduce and feed those kids
And maybe use a sextant
I don't miss you
I miss the thought of what we were
This is the part where I shut up and let you infest my brain
Wrap your arms around my cortex, dig you in, and let you drain
You'll never get rid of me, oh, I'm like a f---ing disease
I'll make a home in your gut
'Cause it's somewhere warm to sleep
What was your thought when you realised
You'll never feel naive love again?
Was it pain or was it sickness?
Were you proud of who you'd been?
The shyness waiting for his phone calls
Replaced by apathy and dating apps
You held his hands, it felt like flying
Now he's just another man
You'd rather he was inside than beside you
But he's talking marriage and a future
He's picking a lock he doesn't go into
Less knife in a wound, he's a suture
I don't miss you
I miss the thought of what we were
This is the part where I shut up and let you infest my brain
But it's OK, it's a strategy to ensure I remain
You'll never get rid of me, well I'm like a f---ing disease
I'll make a home in your gut
'Cause it's somewhere warm to sleep
It's OK
It's OK
Eat my rent and eat my food
And eat my dues and eat those kids
And maybe use a sextant
holy s--- there's like 87 songs in that 1 song but im living for it -
bam bam bop skidded too taa
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genuinely a bit confused. how is any of this inappropriate?
still .. it's my money, i worked for it, so shouldn't i be able to spend it how i want ?? -
like the only thing NOT considered inappropriate by them is literally just plain un-ripped jeans and a non v-neck t-shirt or long sleeves shirt
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cant even wear leggings or shorts bc it's "too revealing" and that "ppl will stare" like no they won't that's stupid :/
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literally getting dress coded at home lmfao
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i remember one night in specific when i was wearing leggings and a crop top as pyjamas
i went into the kitchen to get water, mind this was like 2 am so everyone was expected to be asleep
as im drinking sum water, mum comes in and she's immediately like "if you come out put on sum APPROPRIATE clothes. get changes, that's inappropriate, worldly clothing, bla bla bla"
while im literally jus thinking "b---- what how is this inappropriate" but i nodded nonetheless and went to my room for the night
i was MAD tho. literally nobody was awake and im home all the time anyway so like who would i have to be wary of ??
mum said the only reason is that ppl are creepy
i literally was in disbelief. i said "im home all the time anyway how is it inappropriate if ik y'all aint gon think nothing of it"
and then she said that my STEP DAD might be creepy which is literally so f---ed up and weird
like if yk he gon be creepy bout that why u married to him?? why even bring that up??
y'all weird fr -
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