Safe Place
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Thread Topic: Safe Place
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I FOUND MY NEW FAVORITE PERSON THEY WONT STOP COMPLIMENTING MY ART EVEN THO THEIR ART IS LITERALLY THE EPITOME OF HOLY GOLD 💀
(/j and /p but i am going to melt and then explode because they are so nice) -
that reminds me i needa actually finish an art cuz all the art ive posted, most recent was like a week or sum ago and even from then ive improved and now it looks like water
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online conversations scare me so bad. im fine irl but online i jus get so nervous and idk how to get past it
like i feel like i have to have a joke somewhere in any text i send or they'll leave the conversation or ghost me. any time someone sends a text, ill get so anxious on what to reply with to where the anxiety makes me HAVE to leave, and then ill have to think of a reply for a rlly long time while soothing my anxiety. its like, i have a habit of ghosting (but not rlly), and then when im ready to reply they're already gone which is my fault -
irl is different, i can talk their limbs off and joke and build connections SO EASILY. online is different, i get so scared online
i feel like they'll just ghost me and then i end up ghosting them because of my anxiety -
idk how to get over it. when someone sends smth like "OH NO", i have a tendency to make a rlly long joke or try to keep conversation going rather than the "XD" people usually send that somehow builds them connections
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i dont know what im doing wrong
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i used to be a wizz at communicating online but i was rlly bad irl. now its a stark contrast and the absolute opposite and i just wish i could be good at both at the same time
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i used to not overthink but now these thoughts keep making my head feel like its tipping over
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laugh and breathe. socializing online to help get over this fear because this anxiety is literally mark chapman in a nutshell 💀🙏
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im so grateful for music
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at times i really want to burn but it makes it worth breathing
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it's a temporary happiness. you're not granted eternal happiness until you're at peace with death
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trying hard not to be ashamed
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Hey don't be ashamed for who you are! You're valid! Don't let anyone getcha down espers! Never back down Never what?
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it feels like i changed myself to be more appealing and ended up losing the entire purpose of it in the first place. now im just wandering like a blind dog, searching for the voice of its owner. in this case, the owner is what i used to have. nostalgic and sentimental feelings aren't going to bring back nor help with anything yet it still feels purposeful
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