Safe Place
- Locked due to inactivity on Feb 4, '24 3:54am
Thread Topic: Safe Place
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yep
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FUDGE CAKES I FORGOT TODAY WAS MY PARENT'S ANNIVERSARY LMAO
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this hurts
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I wanna die so f---ing bad, but I know if I do im just gonna hurt people.
I've stated this previously, but it feels like im legitimately here to suffer for the sake of others. -
the closest thing to sharp that I have is a f---ing dull af paperclip bc everything sharp I had got taken away
I even cared enough to hide a bunch of pins in a small box but it still managed to get found -
f--- this. I just want something sharp
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wait
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oh my god im so happy I just realized I do have smthin sharp
I need to make sure this doesn't get found out. I have perms to it, so I just need to make sure I dont f--- it up like last time -
kill me
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Do you want to talk, Espie? I'm here for you, we could chat about something to take your mind off of your troubles
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hey hey, I appreciate u being here for me 💛
im alr for now, im using perky music to stall me lolol, but ty for checking in and offering <3 -
Just when my life sucked pretty bad, he entered into it. He was by my side all the time. He was the only one I could talk to when all my friends were ignoring me. He made me feel alive again and god I didn't know I was falling in love with him pretty badly. At first I thought I was just attracted to him but after some months I realized I was in love. I felt butterflies whenever I saw him. He made my heart flutter like hell. He made my life happier.
Every time he smiled, every time you looked at him, it felt like your chest was bursting. His eyes would look at you with this happiness, this sheer bliss you could get lost in for hours, something you couldn't get enough of.
We would always share our moments together. Cooking together, gaming together, making music together, making art together, hiking, sneaking out, you name it. He was so incredible, always looking out for me. We both shared the same hobbies which made it so awesome. And his personality.
He was that type of sporty guy; into football, basketball, etc., but he was a gentleman. he was so f---ing kind to anyone and everyone around him, and always listening to my problems no matter what it was.
I miss you so much. I can try to distract myself from you, but it won't work. I can't get my mind off you; it's been years, and after you left, I changed, and not for the better.
you're gone. there's nothing I can do.
im not a time machine. -
I miss you.
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everyone is a stranger
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