My Special Place In Hell
- Locked by Carri04 on Mar 22, '22 11:17pmReason: :( Request
Thread Topic: My Special Place In Hell
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Shut up! Just shut up and leave her the f--- alone. You always have to bother her whenever you can't figure out what to do with yourself.
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You're so f---ing unstable. You're such an idiot. People don't want to hear your s---. You're just further proving that you're a burden.
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Why does thus always happen?
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My day was decent and I'm falling apart like I'm insane.
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I feel like I want to kill myself, okay? I still feel it every now and then. Or maybe I don't want to do that and I just wish I weren't here to begin with.
But I just don't want to be alive. -
But I always have to go cry to someone when I'm in pain. Literally no one wants to hear it! Why do I still do this? But talking to myself doesn't help. But ruing people's lives doesn't either!
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Why can't you handle you're own problems instead of pushing them off onto others?
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You weak, pathetic b----.
You can't even help yourself. -
You live only for validation, don't you? But what makes you so important? Why do you deserve attention at all times?
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Do you know how many times you've interrupted someone else's life just for them to help with your own?
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I feel drunken in intense, conflicting emotions; I'm stuck here in stupor.
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And do you want to know my honest thoughts about church? I f---ing hate going to church. I always feel out of place, it's too loud, and I'm ostracized because I don't "pray in tongues like everyone else".
I f---ing hate everything about going to church. -
I don't even want to go, tomorrow, but I'm stuck going with either my aunt or my grandmother because my older cousin won't be here to take me to her church tomorrow.
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Wake up, pull myself out of bed, long to be dead. How does this always happen? Even with my medicine. Even with my therapy. Even with me not being in that situation anymore.
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I feel like a lost cause.
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