Dancing In The Rain
Thread Topic: Dancing In The Rain
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Maybe I'll feel hungry tomorrow morning or something. If not, I'll have to force myself to eat because I need to, but more importantly Parent wi be worried
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I feel bad because they tried bringing me that drink I like, maybe I should have just taken it
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My grades have been awful and today my mental health tanked, I thought I'd made progress in self love but I went even further back then I'd been at the beginning
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I think the hunger might be getting back to me which is good, I'll just wait for the next meal and try to make it up
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In the meantime I'll just keep truckin on I guess
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Btw if anyone reads this, please don't pity me. I'm doing this to myself and have only myself to blame, so I'll just have to try and trudge out of this mess because I'm the only one who can do it for me
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Not sure why I'm saying this stuff really, but I guess it feels good to say something. Maybe I should try to avoid doing it in the future though, it only leaves a record of things I'm trying to forget
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Before this gets locked, I wanna end it on a positive note! Although I do intend to have it unlocked at some point lol
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This is a message to my future self, but it can also be to whoever reads this and relates to it.
Please don't say you hate yourself. Please don't call yourself names when you get a bad grade or doubt yourself because of your ability to do work. Your worth, our worth isn't defined by our accomplishments or our failures, or abilities and skills or our lack of them. Who you are as a person matters so much more than your achievements.
So be kind. Be generous. Don't stop loving people, even when some hurt you. Don't isolate yourself because people do love you and genuinely want to help. Don't try and solve everyone else's problems to avoid facing your own. And remember that you do not owe people your time and your happiness. It is okay to cut people out of your life if they bring nothing but misery to it.
You will cry in the future. You will break down, you will fall, you will be at your lowest point. But you'll laugh too. You'll enjoy life, you'll love and be loved, and you'll get back up again. Always.
Stay safe. Eat, hydrate, do all those things to keep yourself healthy. This world is a messed up one, yes, but it's ours. And people like us can make it better.
Yours truly, Spice -
^AND ANOTHER EXTRA REMINDER TO EAT YA LITTLE PUNK >:(( food does not have to be "earned" and you are never "undeserving" of eating. You literally need it to live so do the dang thing. Mwah. Love you bye
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And to eat frog
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