come on in, the water's fine.
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Thread Topic: come on in, the water's fine.
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pffft-
i will give you more love and appreciation if u do not accept it >:D -
nUuU-
XD
gimme it all >:) lord knows I need it lmaoo -
YES
*chucks love and appreciation at u*
yk what
*chucks all the affection too* -
xD tyty u^u
*throws all my love and appreciation at chu* :) -
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tyty :D -
npnp ^^
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i do not think i’ve hated myself more than i ever have in my entire life, then in these last few months. and more specifically past few weeks.
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wanna talk abt it?
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sure, should probably get it off my chest.
hold on, gimme a sec lol -
alr, take ur time. :)
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okay, i actually gotta go, but i’ll put it in maybe tomorrow? idk :’)
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alr, cya :D
u don't have to if u don't feel like it, but i'll be here :] -
OKAY SO-
uh, i pretty much just had sort of a mental break down a while back? dunno if that’s what you’d call it, but same difference.
uh, i sort of got mad at my mom and there was a whole thing between us and we talked and i kind of told her abt how i felt so sh-t abt myself as a person n stuff (well, she asked if i was and i just agreed-)
then it’s just been even more rough for me considering (it actually autocorrected to conservative?? wth???) i am a fatass and can’t not stop eating and i’m ugly as f—k and-
yeah uh, enough abt that uh. i’ve honestly just felt really bad abt myself like, a lot, and i know it’s dumb and i shouldn’t bc i’m not fat or ugly, but that’s what i think of myself and what i see so uh, yeah.
and it’s been rough considering there’s guys working on our bathrooms and my parents had to move to the apartment area of the house and my sisters are driving me crazy and i am now forced to sleep downstairs on the couch and i’ve basically cried myself to sleep the past two days bc of it all-
so uh, that’s been my life these past few weeks.
fun :’) -
okay, i totally get it.
life can get hard sometimes, but you have to remember that theres always a light at the end of the tunnel. and you are NOT ugly or fat. You're just eating, it's a normal human function. and crying yourself to sleep is never fun, but your emotions are so completely valid. and it's good you're telling someone close to you (irl, especially-), and telling them how you feel. and sisters can be annoying sometimes, but they (most likely) still love you. -
yeah, i get that, but it’s just hard-
and like, it’s like my parents expect me to stop eating to much cold turkey, and like, uh, no i cannot do that?? it’s just hard.
also, it sure don’t feel like my sisters love me at times :’)
on a bit happier note, my crown for my costume came in and my tie and mask should be here on Friday
For Wednesday I have a youth group thing and everyone has to wear Halloween costumes, so imma just wear a diff mask and a pink tie my dad has since the rest won’t come in til later :’)
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