come on in, the water's fine.
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Thread Topic: come on in, the water's fine.
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you say the ocean's rising, like i give a sh-t.
you say the whole world's ending, honey it already did.
just figured i'd make a new one. the other one was a bit too long for my liking, and was making me sad. so here's some bo burnham lyrics and mcyt gifs :')
you're not gonna slow it, Heaven knows you tried.
got it? good, now get inside. -
anyways uh.
i wish i wasn't so, so jealous?
obsessed? no, that's not the right word.
i just wish i didn't think of him, both of them so much.
yeah.
i don't deserve to be complaining, though.
i'm not going through the worst times.
i don't have a bad family life like some people,
i've never had a toxic friendship or relationship,
i've never lost someone or something extremely important.
i don't have any f--king right to feel like this.
and i don't want anyone to feel bad for me.
i don't need anyone to, it's fine.
i feel like i've lived a "perfect life".
sure, no one is perfect and there's ups and downs,
but i've had it better than others and i'm complaining about my feelings for boys.
i feel bad, for myself.
that i'm a complaining brat, trying to make everything about me when people are going through worse situations.
anyways :) -
OI >:(
Your problems, no matter how big or small they are are still valid and deserve recognition. You're not a brat for venting about what's troubling you so shush up and take my platonic love -
^ >:(
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:')
ty you two <3
i'm feelin a bit better.
i held hands with one of my friends/crushes and it was really nice :) -
anytime <3
and :0 nice /gen -
No problem bud u^u
Aw that does sound nice :D -
:)) *gibs my platonic love to both of chu* ❤
yeah, it was ^^
especially since i hadn’t really talked with him for the past few weeks. -
probably won't be on much after today.
just wanted to put this in here.
i hate myself sometimes,
more specifically rn.
i'm a failure to my parents,
i'm messing everything up,
i feel like i'm a f--kup and can't just, do what i'm told.
god, honestly i piss myself off.
i'm technically not supposed to be on here or on Q,
and i got myself completely banned from Q for probably forever, which i'm mad at myself for,
i can't even obey one simple rule, like not go on websites i shouldn't be on (not anything NSFW, bc i'm dumb but not that dumb),
and i- i'm pissed off at myself.
seems like, even when i'm doing barely anything,
i get in trouble.
my sisters do things they aren't allowed to do and they don't get into trouble,
they talk to ppl online, like on VR and fortnite and such, whatever sh-t they play,
my sister's allowed to watch anime (and for some reason i can't???),
and my parents will see them talking to people and don't even seem to bat an eye.
but it's FINE.
i'm not mad :)
i'm just here to make them look good and ruin my own non-existent life.
i can't even have a phone to talk to my friends.
THAT'S ALL I F--KING WANT-
anyways.
i guess i should stop, before i get myself into even more trouble.
this may be the last time i'm on here, may not. who f--king knows??
anyways, i wanna say a quick goodbye to everyone on here and thank everyone for being so nice to me.
(cinna or spice, if you happen to see this, i one want to thank you for being great platonic fiances u^u, and two, if you could, maybe message Blizzard on Q and tell them i can't get on anymore? that'd be lovely, ty ^^)
anyways, bai.
<333 -
first, you are not a f---up >:( no matter how pissed you are at yourself, you’re amazing and one of the sweetest people i’ve ever met. it’s s---ty when parents treat some kids better than another one, and i’m so sorry <333 but never forget that you’re amazing.
second, i don’t want you to ever go T^T i love you so much and you’re a great fiancé too. never stop being a great person. i’ll message your friend for you and tell them. if you don’t come back, goodbye krissy <333 i’ll miss you so f---ing much -
dude :')
i'll miss you, and everyone else, so much too <333
i'll hopefully try and come on some, tho it probably won't be often.
and tysm for msging Blizzard for me :') -
Sigh*Jesus f---ing Christ, your not a failure or f----up, your parents are, good luck mah dude, may the odds be ever in your favor, I'll miss ya ;-;
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you arent a f---up
no one here is a f---up -
@wolfie, i know :')
my parents just want what's best for me, even tho i can't seem to think that as well.
and i'll miss you too T^T <33
@trem, ty <3
i try to not think that, but it's kinda hard. -
b o r e d :')
really sad Q's blocked on everything now T^T
and yt.
and twitch.
i mean, it wouldn't be bad if i had some friends i could hang out with to pass the time.
but i don't even have any of those. well, i do, but not many and not really any i can just hang out with whenever.
srsly, i have less of a social life than my sisters.
it's kinda pathetic :')
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