come on in, the water's fine.
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Thread Topic: come on in, the water's fine.
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LMAOOO
i’m listening to it rn and was as i typed that xDD -
y'know,
i just love how my mom complains about me and my sisters making messes around the house and not cleaning them up and leaving the messes for her to clean up,
when i'm literally in the same f--king room.
ik you're pissed, but go somewhere else to complain, okay?
i feel bad enough abt myself, i don't need you to add onto it, jesus. -
Well that's not very nice of her >:(
Are you okie? 💛 -
yeah, i'm alr
just pisses me off a bit -
my mom's a bit of a b--ch sometimes, but ik she's just doing the things she does and saying the things she says bc she loves me.
but COME ON, it f--king hurts to hear this sh-t from her, especially since she's my mother.
telling me i need to lose weight,
stop eating so much carb-filled food,
wanting me to exercise every f--king day.
like, i can barely even get myself to pay attention to what people say without getting distracted by my thoughts half the time, what makes you think i'm gonna stay on top of keeping myself healthy when i already feel sh-t about my weight and my looks??
honestly i don't know why she tries sometimes, bc it's probably just gonna be a waste of time, knowing me.
i'll end up just regaining all that weight and acne, knowing me and knowing i won't be able to keep up with it all.
it's not like i actually wanna put in the time and effort to make myself not look like sh-t, even tho i hate my body and my looks and wish i was just- i guess just wish i didn't look like, me.
or at least not an ugly, overweight version of me.
welp, guess imma starve myself and work myself down to the bone till i look like every model in existence /j -
i’m gettin m e r c h :DD
i’m literally so excited and happy ^^ -
haha listening to love songs bc my love life is absolute sh-t and basically nonexistent :')
srsly, why can't i have a boyfriend?? i just want someone to give me cuddles and hugs and gifts and make me feel better when i'm not okay, which is very often, and to not make me feel so single T^T -
*arises from the depths* SAME THO
I know I'm not a boy or anything but I'd do that (platonically) :0 -
omg platonic cuddle buddy? i’m down >:)
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YES YES PLATONIC CUDDLE BUDDY
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YEEEESSSS-
anyways, ever just hate yourself sometimes?
yeah uh, that’s totally not me rn :’)
yea uh, i try not to hate myself, but it’s f—king hard not to, especially when you’re a f—k up like me who can’t do jacks-t right for anyone, even yourself.
anyways uh, gotta do school work :’)
i have two frikkin tests, one in geometry and one in english, and i wanna c r y T^T -
hey >:( you’re nowhere near a f---up, never say you are. realize that every single human will make billions and billions of mistakes in their lifetime, and that’s just because we’re all made imperfect. we’re literally made to make mistakes. you’re an amazing person and you’re really sweet and great, and i speak truth <333
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:’) ik, but it’s hard not to think it sometimes.
and like, i had this doctors appointment this morning abt my ADD meds and i had to weight myself to find the right prescription, and honestly it just made me feel even worse abt my health than i already do.
i just can’t seem to lose weight, and i really want to, and need to, but it’s f—king hard, especially for someone who doesn’t like to do physical activities :’) -
well maybe listen to lofi, some ASMR vids, and other stuff like yoga
I know you don't like to do physical activities. but think abt your health more. you want to :)
Minecraft screaming and all that may make you have more pain -
but that's what brings me joy, seeing streamers kill other people in minecraft :)
lmao
honestly tho i am hoping to try and work out more, try and eat less and more healthy n stuff.
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