Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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I still don’t got real friends, but that is ok. The point is that you should not worry about your health as in don’t stress about it.
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At least, that is what I think…
You can think differently and I might just be crazy and you can be right, I dunno. Am I going to far? I just got here! I just never really talked to anyone in years! -
Same though, I don't have many friends really either, especially at my school but it's kinda hard not to stress about anything. Even today, things seem to be getting worse and it's all my fault. Most of the problems I have are based on Law kinda stuff or just massive health issues and me being taken to an Orphanage. Most of it is really on me for it and it's not really like I can get help for it. My mom just tells me to deal with my problems and isn't much of the understanding type so I grew up depending on myself more with a whole lotta stress. With the way things are going, I don't see it getting any better honestly...
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Plus, certain people in my life see me in a certain way so I also try to follow that as well which is stressing me. I'm seen as the more positive type to others but now, I don't seem as positive as before..
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I am sorry
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It's okay. I think I'll be alright though, at least I hope so. I'm just trying to get motivation to do stuff. Even simple things like eating or drinking water is a struggle. I also don't really get enough sleep
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….think about it this way
You got a lot of people to know you online and it seems like you got a whole lot of buddies. As myself, I never really got an opportunity to meet random people at all, less know people. I am sorry you are going through horrible times right now. I do not really know much about you and I did not even know you were in a orphanage. That must be hard and crazy! Listen, the sad thing is, things in the world are just going to get worse, and none of us can fight our way out of it. I am sorry that I cannot really come up with good things to say, I am just a 4teen year old. How old are you, I guess. I am uncreative and unimaginative and sorry. I wish I could help you but I can’t. I wish I can meet you f2f but I can’t. I wish I can do anything but I can’t. That just shows how worthless we can be.
….but that is just one side of the coin.
From experience and the people I met, I will not tumble no matter what hits me. I will not surrender with out a fight. And if I am not going to win this race, then tough luck. We all fall.
I feel like giving up every day based on what is going on in my life. Somethings which I am not allowed to tell you. But the point is to be strong and not give up. You are doing really better then you think. Some people got life a whole lot worse… but that shouldn’t matter!
I feel like I lose it every day and think to myself sometimes that I am going insane through what I have seen and heard and touched. I am sorry for you, but if you think real hard, YOU ARE BLESSED. YOU ARE LOVED. I know it may look like there is no hope or love, and that may be true, but if there is a chance then you should take it.
Think about it. If there is no love or hope, then why would trying matter?
Man, I wish I knew more about you but I do not has the real time.
I am sorry. -
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*CLAPS* THAT IS SO TRUE ^^^^^^^ -
Wow
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I did not know that someone agrees.
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Aww, thanks for that. And I'm not in an orphanage. It's just with the situation I'm in, I may be in one soon and it's all my fault. I do have some friends online but it seems like I'm kinda moving more and more away from them. Same for real life too. I've also been getting harassed by the same user on another website too which has been happening for months and has been really getting on my nerves. I can't say I have it too bad though since I know that many others are struggling. Sometimes I guess I just feel as though people are only helping me to be nice but my emotions and mental health are the things driving them away bc it seems like whenever I'm in a bad mood, people want to leave me. I'm still grateful for some of the stuff I have now and thanks a lot for that :)
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Ok thank you 😊☺😄
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Your welcome and I may just make a quiz or do something to calm my nerves right now especially since I'm bored and have story quiz ideas lol
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….btw what school are you going to and what grade are you in?
Just wondering, but don’t have to answer if you do not want to. -
I'm not able to say the school name online but I go to a Charter School (Technically a school with the mix of Online and Regular School but smaller), and I'm in 9th grade
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