Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Who is your fav?
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They're channel name is "The Sonic Show." It's where I get all my Sonic the Hedgehog info from
Most YouTubers I watch are Sonic ones, pranksters, or gamers -
I cried so much these past weeks...I thought it made me feel better cuz I got it all out but my mom had to come and ruin things by telling her lies and not caring. She even lied to my Therapist and abt everything else.
I have a feeling I'll regret saying this but...I hate her sometimes.
She's taken everything I've loved away from me along with my happiness.
And she has a big temper. All I remember when I was younger was fighting and yelling which past off to my brother. I honestly think my families broken and act certain ways bc of our pasts and everything hurts now.
I thought I was getting better...I truly did...but the thing that made things worse is when someone I really cared abt recently tried to get in my life again and love me again...but she took it away and is keeping our family away.
Life is truly a pain I'll never be the same again and I'll grow up never knowing what it would be like having a father figure or just a happy family.
And when I watch my dad die, all I can say is "My dad wanted to teach me how to live, but my mom never let him. She just told me to live and...watch him do it."
I'm sorry to everyone that I'm so weak and depressed. All I do is make things worse. I have terrible social skills so I make things awkward. I try to help people but it doesn't do anything. I'm such a loser and freak, I'm most likely going to fail in school. I was just born a disease that I can't even take care of right. My whole personality is just piece of trash. I'm so ugly and my everything is a flaw. I just wanna get slapped in the face, cut by a knife, hit by a bus, and killed.
I don't want my life cuz I don't deserve it...and I never will -
I'm just a waste of time
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Many people before have told me to jump off a building and see if anyone cares.
I almost got hit by a car from someone pushing me around at school...no one cared then.
But the bullying thing should be normal for me by now -
I'm just feeling depressed, stressed, and-omg-my sleep schedule is terrible. I probably only get 5 or possibly 6 hours of sleep bc I'm always worrying abt things and I was almost late for school bc of it.
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I'm slowly growing sadder and more insane but Ig this morning wasn't too bad. I woke up to get nice texts from my friends
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I almost had a heart attack! My hamster almost died and she's my last one!
But the good news is that she's still alive but I can't get over the stupid fact that it's my fault she almost died! What kind of human am I?!?!?!!?!?!?!?! -
It wasn't your fault
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It was. My hamster didn't die, but she almost did.
What happened was I went into my bedroom (where the hamster is) to get something, than left the room without closing the door and I usually ALWAYS close the door so then the cat won't get in their and to the hamster but today, I was stupid and forgot. Once I came back into the room, my cat was sitting INSIDE the hamster cage and I had a heart attack.
Luckily, the cat didn't attack the hamster but that was only bc it was asleep.
It was all my fault for being stupid. I could have lost my hamster's life if things went wrong -
I am just saying. I have been there before and I know how you feel. If you need anything, here i am.
So, today i finally told the assistant principle about someone saying that they would kill me... I honestly am still scared about it tho -
Thanks
Oh, I've had a similar situation with bullies in the past before so Ik how u feel. And you shouldn't be scared cuz I am 100% sure they're not actually going to do it, especially if they're in school. You shouldn't worry abt them and just don't give them your attention. Ignore what they say cuz all it is is lies. -
And be sure to let your assistant principal (or any adult) know if they do anything else
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Okay...
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*Sighs* Not sure if my sugar is high or if I'm actually having a headache
Ugh...I hope this doesn't effect my emotions...
And everybody-this may seem stupid-but be happy and grateful that y'all got a working Pancreas. Give it a hand.👏
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