Another Venting Thing
Thread Topic: Another Venting Thing
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I feel like crying
Yk like today’s just been rough as hell -
I don’t even know anymore
It’s all just fallen apart and I’m trying to pick up the pieces. But it’s not working and I’m just so miserable -
Damn it’s been awhile
I got a snap from this guy that I knew like a few years ago
And like, what do I do? Like what am I supposed to do when a guy from camp tries taking to me after 2 years -
Just trying to reply
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I can’t honestly
All my friends in Texas are texting in our old gc and it’s making me super upset
There’s a TikTok account that’s been making ships about my old school, and they’re all talking about it
I don’t even know what to say, because I’m still in the group chat but I’m not part of the drama or anything -
And I just honestly miss them all so much,
Honestly.
They were much better friends than I have here. I don’t even know what to do except wish that I’d never moved -
And I feel like I’m still stuck in that phase where I’m not quite over the move
I still feel like I go to that school, and those people are still my friends
But it’s been more than half a year already -
It just feels like I’m living in a fantasy
And the type I don’t really want to wake up from
I feel happy most days, but I look back sometimes and realize that I’m not. That I was ignoring how badly I felt about moving -
And everything would be so PERFECT if i had just stayed
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But I moved, I left everything, moved to a city that sucks, got sent to a school that I hate
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And all because my selfish mom didn’t like her job for the 50th time?
Where else are we gonna move? Canada? It’s gonna go on and on and on and on -
And I’m scared that sometime soon I’m just gonna look back and think- “This is what life is like for me”
And then ill hurt myself. Because it feels that sometimes there’s no way to stop having feelings -
You know, trying to act like you’re fine with everything
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what part of texas did you live in bc i live in Wichita falls
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And honestly, I AM fine
But that’s all that there is
I’m always “meh”
And that’s not how I want to feel. Life is just so gray and always has a sad undertone to it. Not in Texas, though. Y’all, everything was beachy and palmy there. It felt so nice and vibrant. Life didn’t just pass by
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