Another Venting Thing
Thread Topic: Another Venting Thing
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But through her actions, I know that she doesn’t. Her words are all f---ing lies.
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She knows what she’s been doing, but she keeps doing it. She says that she wants me but she still won’t care about me.
What am I supposed to do? What do I say to people when I won’t be here in a month -
They don’t know that I’m gonna kill myself, and they don’t deserve to know. They don’t deserve s---.
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Why should I tell them when they’ve been the problem this whole time?
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I’m scared that they’ll find out. Then I’ll have to live and that is the last thing I want right now. I don’t wanna do this to myself. I don’t want to die, but they’ve f---ed me up so much that I can’t fix it.
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And the best thing I can do for me is to kill myself. I would love to talk to someone about it. But no one wants to here, and that’s fine. It’s fine that I want to die. People can feel guilty, and that’s okay too.
When I’m dead, I won’t be able to care about those people. They’ll have to live with the same feeling that I’ve had to, for the rest of their f---ing lives. -
hear*
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It’s not like I want to hurt people. But I’m putting myself over them, because nobody deserves to see me alive.
I wanna be rid of this f---ing grief, and no one but me can stop that. I’m just so sick of being invalidated, time after time. That’s not fair to me, but people still do it. It’s the constant feeling of being ignored and fading into the background, every single day.
That’s not f---ing fair to me. That’s not fair, and I’m not letting people do that to me anymore -
No one can say that I’m not allowed to hate my kom
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mom*
Could I just not think about her as my mom. I don’t understand how I could be the kid of that woman -
I won’t be here in 2023
It’s fine it sounds weird anyways -
sometimes I feel lost inside of my own mind
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my god i hate people like that
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I’m annoyed at my mom. It’s like everything will be going well and then she’ll just do something to ruin it.
You know I was really looking forward to this trip, and I had everything planned out. She even said she’d let me pick where we stayed. Guess what? I came home today and she told me that she’d already booked a place. Hooray, it sucked. -
It’s like. Sometimes no one needs your input.
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