Another Venting Thing
Thread Topic: Another Venting Thing
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I keep saying to myself “I’ll be better, and they’ll just stop with the cheer stuff”
But then I wonder if they’re doing it because they actually want to 💔 -
I really don’t like this
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I can’t express how pissed I am right now
They’re doing cheer
It’s it’s 100% because they’re cheering on the boys basketball and soccer team
Ryan has a crush on Santi, who’s in soccer
Alex had a crush on someone, I just dunno who
Kylie wants to get boy’s attention
And Savvy has a crush on Jack in basketball -
They know it’s not something that they’d do, so they made up the excuse of “not liking normal Strength and Conditioning” so they could ‘impress boys’
I’m laughing but also crying because my friends are actually doing that -
And I know that I’m in the wrong
Even though I know why they’re doing cheer -
Actually Jack was my friend last year lmao
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Eating feels like a chore
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I’m going through with this
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I’m gonna be okay
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I f---ing hate it how every time I try and kill myself I can never go through with it. I want to end but I can’t.
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Please let me die. Please please please. Life isn’t a gift at all. I’m not grateful. I hate myself and everything else. Why does suicide seem so right but I can’t do it. Why is it so messed up. And tomorrow always comes.
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I hate tomorrow and I hate today. Life has been nothing but a b----
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People tell me to be grateful for my family’s money, for my family, and for my friends.
But I hate it. I can’t act ok when I’m obviously hurting so much inside. I don’t have the strength to turn the page, or see tomorrow. I hate fighting against this feeling.
Friends and family are the things that are keeping me down, from the time when I tried to kill myself as a 10 years old.
I’m not scared anymore, because I love what I’ve lived and the future is just pain and hurt. I don’t want a future. I want an end.
This time I feel better. Now that my friends feel distant when they’re still so close. Now that I know that my parents and siblings don’t give a s--- about me.
It’s ok for me to die now -
No, it's not! Cham, we care about you! All of your friends and family really do care about you! We would be crushed if you died. Please don't go, Cham. I would break if you did.
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I just stood at the window for a few minutes. I have to kill myself. The window’s open, there’s no screen and it’s perfect. I’ll die there, and finally get away from everyone.
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