Das saD
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Thread Topic: Das saD
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I love big cats that sits
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Yes but my cat sticks his little knife feet into my gut
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sooo maine coon?
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No he's a stray gremlin
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Parent 1 and Parent 2 love me so much and care about me, but sometimes it feels like they are constantly comparing me to Sibling, whether that's good or bad
And I know my grades are pretty bad because I procrastinate way too much, but constantly telling me that I could "do better than this" and "if you don't have good grades, you won't get into a good school" just makes me really sad -
Like I know they're doing this for my own benefit but Parent makes me want to cry sometimes, like they're draining away my happiness by sacrificing it on the altar of success
Which is exaggerated and dramatic but it feels like that sometimes, because school always comes up when I talk to them and it just ends up with them lecturing me -
Also Parent caught me using Discord when I should have been doing schoolwork, which gets worse when you realize that I'm technically not allowed to have Discord
But thank God for my job as an admin, so I was able to explain that I'd been doing work in the server because otherwise I would have REALLY gotten it -
Parent hugged me for extra long and talked with me about something other than school, and REALLY listened to me and I felt so loved and cherished I'm so happy
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One of my friends hugged me and kissed me on the cheek and I felt so soft inside fhffh
Like that was so sweet and it surprisingly didn't make me uncomfortable, it made me feel loved 💛 -
I don't eat breakfasts anymore, just lunch and usually dinner and it makes me feel horrible because it could be unhealthy
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I was talking about my new employer, who I like a lot because they're really kind and honest, and then Parent was like "Oh judging by her picture they seem kind of plump"
And I told them that wasn't nice and they got really angry at me, and I'm really sour because I'm talking about how sweet they are, and the only thing Parent has to say is that she looks plump
Like what is wrong with saying that isn't nice?? Is it attitude to try and tell Parent that that's rude? Why would they even say that? I'm so angry at Parent 2 rn -
Like literally that's the ONLY thing you could think to say
Like what in the world did you expect me to say?? Parent got defensive like "I didn't say they were FAT I said they were PLUMP" like bruh -
Maybe I was overreacting but I'm so tired and exhausted and I didn't have the energy to deal with them
Btw Parent is just a synonymous term for either of my parents, so it isn't always the same one -
Like I probably shouldn't have reacted so strongly but I don't think I need to apologize for this, imho
They meant it as a harmless statement but literally what even -
Cat is flopped happily on me in a really cute way so I'm happier now
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