Yeah, b1tches...
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Thread Topic: Yeah, b1tches...
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I'm so stupid. Yesterday, I took this huge knife and cut myself, out of depression. Or I tried to. I couldn't work up the nerve to deal with major blood, so I made little scrapes but couldn't make a cut. I'm so wack I can't even cut myself. :(
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U1! Do not cut that really isn't going to solve any problems and you could really hurt yourself. I'm your friend and I'm here for you please don't harm yourself things will always get better.
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jrs Newbiehave fun u1 jk
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That's crap. Nothing's getting better. Knives are my friends, and loyal ones at that.
Sorry to sound so down. I'm just tired of acting like everything's okay when it's not.
Thanks for being here for me, Ana. You're a good friend, but you cant change my mind. :P. :] -
and thanks for the advice, jrs. i'll try.
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It was like an addiction
I was so damn into it
It was the heaven I wanted so bad
It was everything I couldn't have
^That's the beginning of my poem about GTQ. ~ -
Aw U1 I'm sorry to hear that. But I've had a year of my life be a living hell and I've had thoughts cross my mind about cutting but seriously, I can see the light of the tunnel for me and I know there is for you. I'm always here if you do need me. C:
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One post and I couldn't stop
I felt hot
Right on top
And my life was
Amazingly complete
Now if only I could just rewind and press delete
On my life
It's pointless now to live
I have nothing more to give
Everything I love is lost
Now I feel that knife is my boss
Can't escape this nightmare that is me
Don't want anyone else to see
This
My bliss
Is sort of, kind of over
And it's fine
I'm alright
When I've got my knife
I quit
I was done with the s---
Took a break for a while
Came back when I could finally smile
A little
And it changed
All was re-arranged
Couldn't begin to understand
How many girls fell for my man!(Fishy, ha)
^Yah, some more of it -
Aw thanks Ana!
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And yet, I didn't freaking care
I was back, and it was only fair
That others had their turn
So they could learn
If only I wern't so stressed
So depressed
I would make progress
On my attitude
But no-one, not even you
Can understand this
I feel in the worst way, dissed.
GTQ was different
And I was no longer that into it.
Like a dream gone wrong
Like a man in a thong (LOL!)
It was bad
And it made me sad
To
See
How GTQ's change had
Changed me
^Hehe -
It was like an addiction
I was so damn into it
It was the heaven I wanted so bad
It was everything I couldn't have
One post and I couldn't stop
I felt hot
Right on top
And my life was
Amazingly complete
Now if only I could just rewind and press delete
On my life
It's pointless now to live
I have nothing more to give
Everything I love is lost
Now I feel that knife is my boss
Can't escape this nightmare that is me
Don't want anyone else to see
This
My bliss
Is sort of, kind of over
And it's fine
I'm alright
When I've got my knife
I quit
I was done with the s---
Took a break for a while
Came back when I could finally smile
A little
And it changed
All was re-arranged
Couldn't begin to understand
How many girls fell for my man!
And yet, I didn't freaking care
I was back, and it was only fair
That others had their turn
So they could learn
If only I wern't so stressed
So depressed
I would make progress
On my attitude
But no-one, not even you
Can understand this
I feel in the worst way, dissed.
GTQ was different
And I was no longer that into it.
Like a dream gone wrong
Like a man in a thong (LOL!)
It was bad
And it made me sad
To
See
How GTQ's change had
Changed me
If only it could've lasted forever
All of us
Happily
Together
But it couldn't have happened
This was set for disaster
All things end in grief
All things that involve me
Like this.
And I wish I never discovered this
It was the friend I needed
Like a tender kiss
I was flying high
Floating in the sky
Then I came crashing down
And started to drown
In my grief
That always seems to happen
Around me
That dream of mine
Didn't last and
If there's one thing I wish could've never happened
It was leaving this site, my happily ever after
The end! please don't laugh at it too much. -
Wowz you sound really sad from what you've wrote. I wish I could make things better somehow. How about you take a vacation here in Hawaii! Lol I'm bored out of my mind over here but you'd think it's cool. lol
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Lol, Hawaii? I wish!
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It's fun for a few weeks then you'd get bored with the same things all the time but you wouldn't feel depressed anymore.
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C:
I'm lucky to have a friend like you, Ana. At least 1 person on here cares, and it isn't one of the dumbassed ones. xP.
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