Enough trends for now.
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Thread Topic: Enough trends for now.
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Let's start.
Why do you guys cut/inflict self harm onto yourselves? Or better question, why do people in general do this? -
It's obvious why people do this.
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Not to me. I don't constantly cut myself. I've only done it once actually. So since you seem to be an expert on it, why don't you tell me?
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That means you don't know why you did it which is stupid
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I know why I did it. I was angry. Frustrated. Not everyone is the same. They can have different reasons.
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Nikt JuniorUgh, really?! I I clicked a random, nice thread & what I see? "SURPRISE! Why do you self-harm?" But anyway, back to the thread subject :3
First of all, I will give some self-based examples, & it's gonna be long. Don't tell me I didn't warn you. & I don't answer this because 'I'm an attention seeker'. I just know it's a serious problem & I just want people to (finally) understand it.
So, to start it I'll say that self harm is not only cutting & not only because spmeone died or broke up. For me it was schraching my hands as hard as I could with whatever I had at the moment, then it turned to cutting, then schratching agin. Now I'm (almost) 'clean'. Sorry if you didn't understand. It's hard for me & now I'm literately shaking...
Now for the reasons: for me it was that after years of arguing with my family I 'broke down'. First the music was enough to go on, but kit wasn't enough. I heard that cutting helps, but I was tought "cutting is bad", so I just schrached, & my parents wouldn't find out because I could explain it easiely, & I had scars for only about 3 days. It was easier to cope with emotional pain this way, but it was 'running out' very fast so I was self harming more & more. Soon 'the monsters', as I call them, came & there were only two things that could make them leave me alone: the music & self harming. It got to the point when I had to go to my sister's room to tell myself that she's safe &then I was lying in the bed crying & wishing they just leave me alone, I was so scared... Then we moved to uk & mum took away my razors so I could only listen to music pr schrach myself but I was 'seeing' them & I now I need a break to calm myself... -
Nikt JuniorOk I'm back & I'm ok now. So, the reasons I did it was because of all the hate I gpt from my parents, &then they pretend everything is ok because they have to keep thier reputation, & they don't understand when I tell them to stop telling me I'm wrong 24 hours a day & I had to pretend I'm a normal average teenage girl to the point when the reality mixed with fiction from books & I lost myself, & then I syarted being myself & the relations with my parents was even worse. All my life I wanted to pritect my little sister from being like them but I failed &she turned out to be such a bully & it's my fault, &I' m so lonely... & there were They, & I wanted this to stop but I know it's only me who 'sees' them... it all combined made me self harm but I didn't cut as much as it seems & that's even worse because I suffered more & that's because of my family...
So, I guess that's it -
Nikt JuniorBtw don't worry I don't cut anymore, mostly because now I'm kind of scared of sharp things -_- But I'm used to fear so it's not that bad
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Nikt JuniorBtw sorry for spamming this thread I just wanted to make myself clear...
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