This came from my heart, just writing away from here
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Thread Topic: This came from my heart, just writing away from here
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The world seems so unhappy and so confused. So broken. But when you look at children who are innocent to the ways of the world and see how sweet and free they are, don't you envy it at all? Remembering childhood, how beautiful and carefree it was. I miss it sometimes, but I try to move ahead. But as we grow older the world oppresses us and our faith and are hope and our child-like ways are crushed. There become real limitations that are painful and crushing. I need out, I need out, I need out, I need out!
You begin to wonder not only why you've done certain things, but why you keep doing certain things. Habit? Routine? Addiction perhaps? What if what you're doing is simply killing you, slowly and slowly. And what if you just plain don't know where to start, to find a fresh start. The world locks you into what you are and there's nothing but chains and weight tied to you. You wonder where the meaning the life is and if there is a God why you have to be put through all of this. You look up at the sky above and think there has to be something more to all this, all of this!
But then you're sucked back into the world again and what it has locked you into and you go on and on looking for the open door when all you see is locked doors. You are running through the darkness, trying to keep your pride but sometimes you just want to lay down and die. And sometimes it seems like you'll never find that open door but what you don't know is that open door may just not be prepared yet and somehow, soon, you'll find your way out of this dark tunnel. And maybe someday you'll find another dark tunnel but you'll be ready because you have learned lessons and have become stronger and know that there will be light, eventually, and you will savor every moment in that beautiful light.
All we have is time. Patience is such a dead thing in this world. We want everything instant, fast paced, here now, right now. Imagine the days before electronics. You didn't have your music, your video games, your TEXTING, your computer, your reality shows. Nope, people had to find different ways to entertain themselves. You think you're bored? Feel lucky you have a computer and a comfortable house. Because not too long ago people worked outside, on the farm, growing and taking care of and harvesting the food. Then canning and making wood for the winter. It's hard to get distracted by a lot of drama and nonsense when you're working your ass off just to eat and you better hope you're working your hardest so in the winter you don't go hungry.
I write this because one, I was in a bad depressed mood. And two, this was initially just going to be saved on my computer on microsoft word. But what I have learned, listening to my parents talk, researching, and just plain what I've heard, life is hard, it's hard for everyone, in every century. And yet for so long people have fought their hardest to stay alive and take care of their families. In a world now, where we have lost touch with things, and things honestly becoming a lot more accessible people try to find meaning in their life by getting rich, driving nice cars, having as much sex and drugs and whatever they want. What happened to love? And family? And children's hearts? When we become selfish, and not bond together, we fall. Why do most marriages and relationships fail? Because many people just aren't in it for the long haul.
This is what came to my mind, sorry it's a lot of writing. -
I read all of that, that was very insperational actually :)
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Hehe arigato! *bows*
For some strange reason, I was feeling like writing a poem but I wasn't in the mood for conscious rhyming and plain stanzas lol. -
Read it all. That would be a good speech.
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Wow Ana, you've got a beautiful way of words, that touched me very well. =)
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shinosgurl1996 Newbiebeautiful
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Truth....
Yeah I suck with words... -
Thank you guys! ^.^
Hephy, I love you and I know life is hard, but I'm here for you *kisses and hugs*
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