Am I a sensitive person?
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Thread Topic: Am I a sensitive person?
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Well... it turns out that my Report Card is now counting in Silly subjects like Art, Music, Sports, IT, etc.
And, well, I hate Music class, so I got 86%, which brought me down from 2nd in the class to... fifth.
It was such a shock at first, I'd worked so hard, this was what I got:
Religious Studies - 98
Arabic - 97
English - 100
Science - 95
History - 100
Maths - 100
Social Studies - 80
Music - 86
IT - 100
Art - 97
Sports - 97
So I got almost perfect marks in my Compulsary subjects. (The percentages are out of 100) and sh1t in Music and Social Studies.
I cried when I got home, it wasn't fair, four people are higher than me because they were better than me in sh1t subjects that I'll never need in College or even in High school (I'm in 9th grade now) and I couldn't help myself, I was so upset. I guess I'm emotionally sensitive, but this is seriously injustice.
My friend who was 9th in the class, came 14th, I saw the look on her mum's face, and she had obviously been upset. My mum was too. I talked to my friend on MSN later that day, and she had cried when she got home too, I had already been over the shock that my supreme place had been taken away.
She had even been writing in capital letters and we gave hugs to eachother, I just knew she was really upset. Perhaps even more upset than me.
And well, I still have a chance, because those grades are just school work, we still have yet to take our exams yet, if I do amazing in our exams than I could perhaps come one of the top three.
But still... They had no right to add those subjects, damn f---ing Ministry.
They added those subjects because apparently government schools where I live don't do extra cariculum activities.
Well GOOD they don't need that, they need to focus on the most important subjects! Sh1tters.
So people come higher than me just cause their average is more on SILLY subjects.
*Sigh* All my friends were upset, including me, I'll try my best in the exams, and in the third semester, but I'm very discouraged.
I've lost the motivation to keep going on, but I know I have to try, I'll just hurt myself more if I do sh1t when I could have been better.
Right now, I'm fine, because I know that my grades in the Compulsary subjects went up a lot, and I may be 5th, but I'm actually worth being first. -
I can't say anything to you without sounding like Brennan but no you aren't a sensitive person.
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You think? I think I kinda over dramatized it. I just felt like my pride was taken away. :(
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Everyone feels like that sometimes Roe, it's normal, when your pride is taken away you feel crushed and like a failure. Don't worry about it roe :)
n btw, who says those curriculars aren't useful in life ;) I think socials studies is completely useless. -
Maybe I am a failure, but try to be the best in school to hide it. :(
Well ya, it kinda is. -
you're not a failure roe, you have better grades than the majority of us combined >.< its kinda sad eh? lol but no it's a natural instinct to want to be a winner, to feel like you're something important, no?
eh, i need art for graphic desigfn, and i just don't see the point in socials. -
Not really Ting, Arabs have a backwardness to a high degree when it comes to education, well, Idk. And I guess so.
I don't need Music or Sports, and I need IT for work, I guess. And Art? Idk, not really. -
Well Roe you remember that even if your marks aren't what you wanted, at least you didn't fail T.T
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That's what Jade just said, but passing is easy, it's being the top that's more difficult.
I'm sorry, I know I'm so stupid, I just feel... defeated and weak. -
I repeateth, no you're not Roe.
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Thank you Ting for your support. *hugs* I really appreciate it. :)
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I know how it feels to go down when you're aiming for something higher, but just try your best. I know you could do it :)
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Thanks a lot Lil. *huggles*
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You're welcome :) but you seem to be a very smart person, so don't stress out, just relax a little every once in a while
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Okay, I will. It's the only thing I can do right now.
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