Wtf
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Thread Topic: Wtf
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with me?
I have like two people with completly opposite views of everything crammed into my head. They can't decide on anything. One point out all my flaws and tells me how stupid I am. The other is the one I've been for awhile now, saying who gives a s--- what's wrong with me and leave it alone.
I feel like sh1t. I just wanna break down and cry sometimes. But then one side of me says crying is pointless and stupid. Crying isn't gonna do anything other than point out to everyone there's a weakness within you.
I can't take it sometimes. And this is just a venting thread. Ignore it. -
Aw Vampi :( I feel like crap too at times. I cry at nights alone. I get these types of moods that just makes me feel lonely and sad... but things will get better. You're not crap at all.
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I never ignore venting threads. :O
I'm sorry you feel that way, Vamp. But I wrote a poem ages ago, one day after my 13th birthday. It says:
To cry,
Doesn't make you weak,
To cry,
Doesn't mean you've lost your streak,
To cry,
Doesn't mean no one will listen,
To cry,
Will make your feelings liften,
To cry,
Just shows you who you are,
To cry,
Doesn't mean you can't be hard,
To cry,
Doesn't mean you'll scream every step of the way,
To cry,
Doesn't make you sad every day.
And besdies, you're a very special person with an awesome personality, and you're my friend, I like you for who you are and don't give a damn about your flaws! :D -
It's good to vent and cry sometimes. It's healthy. And I think you're awesome :)
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I agree with Ana and Roe.
Life my be very difficult, but you're not alone. Everyone feels that way, Vamp. It's great to vent because you're getting all your emotions out, it makes you feel refreshed. -
I can't ignore it, either. I luv youz too much.
But I understand how you feel completely: Just wanting to cry but feeling like it's not helping when you do but you're only human and it's okay to let the emotions flow sometimes. We of course are our worst critics also, but Vampi, you're too epic. You need to make those voices in your head like you more than they currently are. We all need to do that. And you know what? Without our "flaws" we wouldn't be who we are! Even stupid skinny b----es (no offense) have their flaws, they just hide it through pounds of makeup and desinger clothes. We are only human, remember that. So it's okay to have a flaw or too and it's okay to feel the way you are feeling.
But remember you are of course my friend. A great friend at that. And I would feel a little bet more alone if you weren't here with us. I dunt remember if you like hugs or not either but what the heck. *Huggles* -
But you don't understand. Whenever I do cry that one in my head is yelling at me to stop.
And I like the poem, Ilm. -
Thank you Vamp. But why not just tell the yelly one to STFU? lol
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Thanks TBK. *hugz back*
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@Ilm. Lol, I do... But then I end up stop crying like after 20 seconds. :P
*sigh* I'm just a hopeless mess. With a never ending war going on in my head. :| -
WE ARE A LEGION!
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I tried talking to my cousin hoping she would make me feel better, but I just got more depressed. Wow, just wow.
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