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People only like me and not ignore me when I'm funny. Other than that, I'm just a nobody. I don't feel important, I hate myself a lot these days. I make people hate me... and I get myself in a lot of trouble. I don't deserve the good, just the bad. When I get my hopes up for things, it just sinks down because of the bad that keeps coming foward.
On the outside I seem happy and full of joy, but on the inside... I feel like the whole world is going to end for me. I don't know what I'm going to do in my life, or what I want to be. Or who I am, but does that matter to anyone? NO.
When people ask me if I'm okay, I tell them yes. But really... I feel damanged inside.
Why can't I be accepted for who I am? Why do I have to be critized for EVERYTHING I do, why can't I just be left alone and do what I want?
I'm tired of being controlled and taken granted for.
I'm a horrible person. When I do bad stuff, I won't stop. I continue and continue... nobody trusts me anymore. I hate myself... I just really can't take the heat in my brain anymore. I feel so angry and furious right now.
Nobody understands me in real life... I'm just a loner on the inside.
I keep venting crap in front of you guys making you feel bad and stuff. Don't feel bad for me, if you knew me in real life you probably wouldn't like me or care about me.
It hurts when people say, "You were so nice before.." "I miss the old you."
It really does... a lot.
Before, I actually was nice and sweet and made everybody happy. I was sorta bullied (not physically) those times so I did everything to fit in, and it turned me into a b|tch. Afterwards, people started to think of me differently (in a bad way) so it just made me change more and more, and now I don't what the hell I am.
If only I don't try to fit in back then, if only I hadn't changed... I would've not had this problem... this feeling.
I shouldn't be on GTQ anymore... I think I should just leave for a while... until I get things settle. It won't be long... I'll still be on dA when I have the chance. *sigh* bye.. -
NOT TRUE!
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Lil, I love you, you're an amazing friend. I hate that you feel this way..
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Ugh, I hate you guys......like seriously.......a lot of people are being ignored because the rest of you are insensetive a--holes. Hey, wanna do something fun?
1. Get a bucket.
2. Fill it with water.
3. Put your head in it.
The rest is up to whoever finds you. And notice I didn't say to do anything after putting your head in the bucket.
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