I need to get a lot of stuff of my chest.
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Thread Topic: I need to get a lot of stuff of my chest.
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Mom, I've tried....I've tried to care about you the way a daughter is supposed to. But I can't do it anymore. You said I lied about it. You said that would never happen to me. You said no one would ever do that. You said you were there for me. At the time I needed you, you weren't there. I didn't know what was happening, I didn't know. I was only seven. I didn't know. I didn't think that would ever happen. I thought I would remain pure. But no.
I watched you get abused, day after day by men that didn't care about you. I couldn't do anything to stop it. You wouldn't let me. You said you are having a argument. I asked why is he hurting you. You never answered. But when I tried to stop him, you yelled and screamed. I cried my eyes out because of it. You said I was being a baby. I need to grow tougher skin. But when you need someone to be empathetic, I won't be there. You said I was too sensitive. I wasn't like any of your children. I wasn't strong, or a smart ass. I wasn't rebellious. I wasn't smart. I wasn't anything like my siblings. -
You let me, my brother, and my sister go to foster care. You let my sperm donor send us. He has thousands of kids and he is worried about us telling you what we saw. How my childhood was ruined. How I had to grow up too fast. How I couldn't be a kid. You let mine, and Skylr's foster parents to abuse us. You let them push me down those steps. You let them feed us hard macaroni shells, and water. We slept on cardboard boxes. We were potty trained. They took that away from us. I spent three years of my life not being able to bend my knees because of you. I had to f---ing wear braces on my leg for three years because I was pushed down those steps. Remember when I walked my feet would go in word. You did this. You could have prevented this form happening.
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To be honest I feel like s---.
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post.
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I'm so sorry..
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It's alright.
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I hope your life is going alot better now?
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Yeah it is I guess.
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