I feel like my life is a disaster
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Thread Topic: I feel like my life is a disaster
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You pretty much just described my life Biance. No one except my parents really know how crazy the past two years have been for me. It started when 7th grade ended in Tennessee and my friends started hating me for some reason. I've always tried to be a nice person but that was when I realized I needed to start defending myself. My dad was deployed to Afghanistan and my mom and I thought he was going to be stationed in Texas next so we go there for 8th grade and it was the best year of my life. I finally felt like I had a new home where I loved and wanted to stay. Then my dad was told he actually had orders for Hawaii so we basically have to move again except this time to somewhere that was nothing like where I've lived for like 8 years.
My school was worse, my friends and I weren't compatable and I had to start homeschooling I felt so bad. Depression, loneliness, all the like has taken over my life and I haven't been healthy. My dad is now getting ready to retire from the army but he has a lot of stuff to take care of. He has PTSD and medical conditions that I can't help but worry about. We'll be moving again sometime this summer, I do not know when. So I'm living an unstable, crazy rollarcoaster life. But it's going to be ok. You're a bit younger than me and dealing with some similar circumstances, but from what I've seen life always goes on and good things come too. I'll give you more advice in your thread. Oh and I'm story if I told you a long story I just felt like venting. -
This is how evreything happened.
It started out in York,PA. I hade a great friends,I lived in a little neighborhood with six house,nice people,and a local park across the street. Then,when I was in fourth grade,it was at the beginning of the year,about the middle of Sepctember,my Dad told me we were moving to Philidelphia because of his job. I asked him and he said in June. I knew it was going to go fast so I tried to have all the fun I could have. Then,the time came and we moved.
My school was horrible,I had friends that were a bit mean to me and ignored me alot,. I just wanted to move back but when I told my mom she just agrued. Im stuck like this. -
i've lived here my whole life and they dont call me! all my friends ignore me. the ones who dont ignore me are moving away. half my teachers are racist. i go home sick to my stomach. and my family refuses to let me have amy social life around my neighborhood and yell at me when i spend too much time with friends on line! i think we about tied.
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tongue NewbieI think the best thing you can do, Ana, is focus on growing as a person. If you can find truth and strength within yourself, you can handle alot. I would definitely suggest staying on top of schoolwork and getting extra help from teachers or seeing a tutor. The last thing you want is to stay stuck in high school or have to drop out- the life of dropout is pretty stressful. I've been your age before and I never thought I'd get through but I did. This is a time in your life that really defines who you are. Just hang in there, stay positive, and never think you are alone, because you're never as alone as you think.
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Yusei Fudo Novicehey anastasia, i hope you get to read this message, dont think im a freak ok, but i totaly know what your going through. my dad lost his job, then didnt work for a yr, my parents might devorce each other and we probaly r gna lose our house. its me, me sis and my lil bro in the middle. im in 9th too, y im not completlty trying to kill myself is because of God, idk if u know Him or not, but if u wana talk, i understand what u mean.
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Yusei Fudo Novicemy dads in the army too, hes guna to Afganistan...i hope u will relpy to me, cuz we sound alot alike. I dont know how you feel about God, if u know him or not, but He made a huge difference in my life. I will Pray that He helps u the way He helps me to have the faith to keep going when it hurts = )
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me too i have to homeschool too because i live in South America we always move around and i don't understand my parents i'm only behind on two classes but they make it a big deal like i got an F but i get A's but i can never impress them i'm not loved and my younger siblings get all the attention and love no one understands me or how i feel no one asks even my grandma loves my perfect little sister more than me even though they say they love everyone the same i know it's not true because i watch them and how they react to me and to my other siblings.
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I feel so alone that when i'm sad i cry softly on my bed at night quietly so no one will hear me..i don't confess with my mom because i just don't feel like doing it anymore. I'm miserable and if you lived my life you would understand. :C
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