Give an essay of yourself as if you were instead a person
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Thread Topic: Give an essay of yourself as if you were instead a person
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I haven't gotten to know this girl a whole lot, because she never really lets me. She's unpredictable. Not very understandable. She's horrible at expressing her emotions openly unless it's frustration, pride, or obsession with one of the topics she really loves (but only with people who she feels comfortable with talking about that stuff with). Most of the time she expresses frustration. People really, really bother her. She used to be dragged around by her sister and try to have as many friends as her sister did when she was younger, but now she's just a shut-in who is embarrassed when having to explain her favorite things to other people who don't quite get it. It bothers her when she has to talk to people, it really worries me.
Also, with that addiction. She has an internet addiction. It's all she does. She's so sickly pale and seems unkempt because of the internet. She spends so much time on it, it's unhealthy. She doesn't go anywhere. She hates going outside. It bothers her. Spaces she can have to herself is what she loves the most. And usually when she's alone, she's on the internet. She gets on this website called GoToQuiz. Tapping and tapping and talking to the people she actually calls friends, when she doesn't even know anybody there in real life, but she puts all of her trust in them, even if there's a possibility that the people she's talking to are lying and/or pedophiles. That worries me too. That she says she has friends but the thought of hanging out with an actual person is one of the things she really hates to do. Seriously. Every time you ask her, she'll go all awkward and quiet, and probably make up an excuse not to. It's because she'd rather be on the internet. Social interaction isn't one of the things she does.
And although it's unlikely, once you get to know her, she's deep down a very creative, artistic and witty person. Sometimes she tries a little too hard to impress other people that she will actually talk to, it's because she cares about them. Most of those people are behind another computer, but she likes to be known as the most charming person you know. And also, her vocabulary is large and fierce. She can speak some fluent Japanese and even sing the alphabet five times faster than one person would sing it to the normal tune. That's because she's in choir. She doesn't know why she's in choir. She isn't the best at singing and it usually isn't one of her hobbies, but the idea of preforming really excites her - especially when the crowd applauds for her. It gives her a rush. It makes her feel wanted, appreciated. Something that she normally doesn't feel.
She is extremely mature for her age. Other kids would want to scroll through social media and try to make the little duck faces and peace signs and try their best to get likes on Facebook. Madison doesn't get on Facebook. Nor does she get on Twitter, Tumblr, MySpace, all of that social media stuff. GoToQuiz is her social media. And when she's not on GoToQuiz, in real life, she'll probably outwit most of the kids in our grade and be the most civil about a problem. When someone is bullying someone else, she's going to tell them to knock it off, either that, or go get a teacher. It's what she does. Although she doesn't have a fondness for people, she believes that everybody should live in harmony. Complications bother her, especially friction between two people. Seeing a person in pain who doesn't deserve it makes her angry. She wants to just flip out on the person who's being mean to them. Well, because she used to be bullied in elementary school, herself. But she knows she can't. And even though she prefers the basic stuff, she seems to be one of the most complicated people I know.
Madison isn't afraid to speak her mind, when she speaks at all. Sometimes she'll use a more, "mature" language, like cuss words, but only when she's super ticked off. Otherwise, "she doesn't believe in swear words", as her sister puts it. Bringing up the artistic behavior about her again, she's amazing at art. She's better on paper than on the computer, but she's still pretty good. Her favorite parts of drawing are the eyes, clothes and hair. She dislikes drawing hands so she avoids drawing them as much as possible. Madison wants to become a graphic artist when she grows up. She wants to make art for video games and possibly build computers and own a big company like Microsoft or Apple and stuff. She wanted to combine two of her favorite things into one job, art and computers, so that's what she came up with.
Basically, Madison is actually a very interesting person at heart, but also a little meddling. But who isn't? Sometimes juicy details are nice to listen to. She is a pessimist and likes to do things the basic way. She daydreams and she has fantasies about men she is aware will never exist, and sometimes she'll get really sad and depressed over that. She'll have a negative attitude about most things, but when she has the chance to be happy, she grasps it. I'm worried about her internet addiction and her negativity, and her awkward, anti-socialness. I wish she would just come out more and make more friends, then she'd be much happier. But she refuses. And change makes her anxious, so I know it'd be hard for her to change. I know this because her parents tried to get her off the computer but all she ever does when that happens is she argues with them. I can't do anything to help her, it makes me want to cry. But I'll just do my best to be beside her whenever she wants someone there. Is she depressed? I hope she's not depressed....I really hope she's not depressed. -
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I believe that weird is the best way to describe him. When I first met him, he insisted on a quiet and shy impression. He was very polite and I could see he was particularly intelligent. It seemed like he was always lost in his own world too, sometimes I feared that he wasn't listening when he was drawing but he's a very good listener even when he's multitasking. Leo's a really talented guy with a strong voice, but he tries hiding it behind his shyness.
I'm close to him so I've caught that after that period of first meet awkwardness, he's a lot different. He's still shy but when you get close to him you realise that he probably makes enough sexual innuendos to get him expelled. He doesn't back off his claims. He is quick to anger, quick to defend. I've caught him crying a lot over simple matters. He shoulders the pain of others. He has no self confidence one day, the next he's telling people to suck on it. He hides behind his smile I know. I'm not sure what else he thinks. He hides most of it; those pains, the thoughts, the sadness, everything. He goes through a lot but he doesn't speak about it because he keeps everyone's happiness before him.
He's weird. But he's the kind of weird you need to have around. -
Miss understood in gym every one picks on her because she's slow. 99.99% hate her on this website but she comes back because this is nothing. Her life is a sad/horror movie. The whole world she feels is against her. Everyone is against her, she is invisible most of the time, and popular girls give her an evil eye. "She was an accident just waiting to happen," most people think.
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I know it's how people view me, they've said it.
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